POP

2008-09-25T18:31:00.000-07:00

DLSU Green Archers lost against ADMU..

Shocks, sa haba ng panahon hindi ko naramdaman yung naramdaman ko kahapon sa isang basketball game.

Nakakalungkot pero that's life.. Malas lang.

Nakita ko sa reaction ni Jayvee na gustong gusto nyang manalo, pero di madali. May gigil factor kasi. Sa sobrang gusto ng mga boys na manalo, nanggigil sila. Mainit yung game, may mga technical fouls na tinawag against DLSU due to taunting..haaayy, pucha, nung final quarter talaga sobra yung kaba ko. Grabe 3points na lang lamang pero ayung na-foul out si Jayvee, potahness..nakakalungkot sabi nga nung commentator sa kanya, "You don't know how big this man's heart right now". Well bawi na lang siguro, sabi nga ni Orgieboy. "Panapanahon lang yan mare.."

Tapos ang konti pa ng mga DLSU fans na present. Sabi nga ni Freddie Web, "Where is the animo spirit?" potah, kung may ticket lang ako chineer ko kayo ng hanggang masira tonsils ko. Pero don't worry nasa house man ako nagchicheer din ako!!

Pero grabe mahal ko na si Jayvee, sobra. Iba sya, I salute all his effort to carry the team in the championship!

Nabibilang na sya sa mga basketball idols ko na sobrang kinaka-die hardan ko!!

Sa puso ko kayo champion!!Mahal kita Jayvee!! Mahal ko kayo Archers!!

ANIMO JAYVEE!! ANIMO LA SALLE!!

2008-09-11T04:50:00.000-07:00

Laughtrip talaga yung HOT SHOT..Isang Taiwanese series na aking kunahuhumalingan ngayon, starring Jerry Yan, Wu Chun & Show (dyan lang sa pangalan ko na yan sya kilala)..Super funny nung si Show..

Posting some mooncake pictures..

Mooncake from Tin..aayyy, ang sweet..

Mooncake, ang reno at luncheon meat na regalo ni Sir Mark sa temporary at magulong desk ko, na kay Flor talaga na workplace..(labo)at sa pc ko,sir kit, pagbigyan mo na ko sa hilig ko..hahah

Mooncake..yum yum..: )

2008-09-03T08:25:00.000-07:00

I watched West Side Story at the Meralco Theatre last night. So lucky to be one of the first to watch it..

Thanks to Orgieboi for making my first musical play appearance possible..Naks..

I even feel like joining Broadway na nga eh.. I super loved Christian Bautista.

LSS ko until now ang Tonight, tonight.. saka some where..

Currently into Jerry Yan mode..Darn, why does he looks so shuai in Hot Shot..

Potahnes, I like the story because it deals with basketball..yiheeee..(GO LA SALLE!! hope to win agains ADMU on my birthday)

Isa pang magandang gift sa nalalapit kong birthday...Ticket for the DLSU-ADMU game on my Birthday!!

I'll be registering in ADMU's Chinese Class..looking forward...

ZAI JIAN...

Realizations at its best

2008-07-23T03:56:00.000-07:00

oh well..I feel like blogging nowadays, despite the busy schedule.

I had few realizations lang naman. :) kaya i feel like sharing.. so anu-ano ba ang mga yun..

1. Hindi lahat ng gusto natin eh makukuha natin. Dati ko pa naman alam 'to pero ayun nabulaga na naman ako. Minsan kasi may mga bagay na sobrang gusto natin, na sobrang umeffort tayo pero kinalaunan hindi naman talaga pupuwede at ang siste, nasasaktan lang tayo. At yun ang nangyari sa akin.

2. Minsan, we really have to learn the hard way. Haha, parang kanta lang, pero totoo. Ako, I learned the hard way. Kelangan talaga na masaktan muna bago pa malaman na mali ang isang bagay. Na again nangyari na naman sakin..Hahaha.Pero hindi ko pinagsisihan dahil alam ko na nagbenefit ako. Ganito kasi yun, parang consciously at sub-consciously eh alam ko naman talaga na hanggang ganun lang pero pilit pa rin ako nageeffort na mag-isip kaya ang siste ulet, sakit ng ulo ko pati puso ko..(sigh)

3. Ang pagpapaubaya ay hindi nangangahulugan ng pagsuko at pagkatalo. Marapat lamang na intindihin natin na ito ay isa lamang senyales na nag-iisip tayo ng tama, kasi nga hindi naman natin maipipilit ang lahat ng naisin natin. Nagpapaubaya tayo dahil yun eh dahil yun ang mas makakabuti sa kapakanan ng lahat.

4. Huwag natin pabayaan na mawala ang ating prinsipyo dahil sa bulok na sistema. Sa pagkakakilala ko sa aking pagkatao, ako ang tao na may paninindigan. Kapag sinabi ko, ginagawa ko. Minsan itong nanganib pero sa huli nanaig pa rin ang prinsipyong pinaghahawakan ko. Ang mali ay mali. Kahit anu pang posisyon ng salitang ito, mali pa rin. May mga panahon na hindi ako magaling magdesisyon pero alam ko na kaya kong pag-isipan ang mga bagay at kaya kong itama ang mga mali ko sa akmang paraan. Salamat kay Sir Mark, napaniwalaan ko na tama ang ginawa ko. Prinsipyo nga yun, hindi lang basta gusto kong mang-asar at magpahirap. Tunay nga na ang mawala na ang lahat wag lang ang prinsipyong pinaghahawaka natin. Mahirap sumuway pero may mga paraan na pwede nating ilaban ang tama sa paraan na hindi nila aakalain na sinusuwag natin sila. At yan ang natutunan ko.

Alam kong hindi bagay na um-EMO ako, pero pang natulog na lang kasi ako kagabi na ay oo nga hindi nga talaga uubra gusto ko. Mahirap mag-expect dahil masakit sa ulo at puso. Lubha ko lang pinapahirapan ang sarili. From now on, iibahin ko na ang aking paniniwala. Although mahirap ang sistemang come-what-may, sa iilang pagkakataon nakakabuti. Naiiwasan nating mag-isip at mag-expect. Mas masarap na i-enjoy na lang at huwag mag-expect ng lubos. Ok kasi kung masusuprise sa iilang bonus. Lagi ko ngang sinasabi, na ako ay napaka-blessed na, kaya naman kung may mga bagay na dadating na maganda. Bonus na talaga yun. Enjoy the day!Masarap mabuhay, nakakapagod nga lamang lalo na kung bugbog ka sa trabaho at ang matters of the heart ay tagilid. Pero sa totoo lang, napakasarap ng buhay at wala na kong nanaisin pa.

Meron akong trabaho, may mga kaibigan ako na sobrang wonderful, may pamilya ako na buo kahit pa may mga hindi pagkakauanawaan, ako ay healthy(sana nga), ako ay natututo.

Napakarami kong gustong gawin at malaman sa buhay na ito. Hindi ko lang alam kung paano sisimulan pero salamat dahil ang mga taong nakapaligid sakin ay hindi ako pinababayaan. See how blessed I am!!

Pagod na ko sa long hours of work, nais ko sanang magpahinga at magrelax at nagre-charge upang kaharapin pa ang mga pagsubok na dadating!!

2008-07-15T05:01:00.002-07:00

oh well, I haven't been here for a while...(sigh).

I been tired, but no reason to complain for all things happened for reasons..

I been working for about 11 hours a day. I still have to catch up for things.My officemate Flor is about to give birth in 6-week time. I will be left with so many responsibilities.

I learned a lot during the MANCOM teambuilding seminar. Hindi man ako yung totoong participant, but I got pieces of wisdoms from them by merely being there & listening to their experiences & stories.

Some things don't go the way I want them to be, but I believed, they will, in due time. As I always say, "Hindi ako pressured."

I am contented with what I have right now. I just have to be the person HE wants me to be. If some wishes would be granted that would be so lucky of me.

All I want right now is strength. Strength to keep me going until the end.

God bless POP!!! Kaya mo 'to, Hindi ka si Pop kung hindi ka malakas.

2008-04-15T02:52:00.000-07:00

Malapit na..yahooo.. Hong Kong wait for me.

Wait until I step there..wohooo..

Super stressed!! I wanna dance..Soulja Boy rocks!!wohoooo..

company outing is approaching. All set!..huh!? All set nga ba..hahahaha..poootanes, nababaliw na ko.

Hold on popieroo..kaya mo yan..sana sana!!

But I'm super excited sa HK trip..waaaahhh..edison, wait for me..gusto ko ng scandal with you..lol

Seems like, I'm on sh*t again..

2008-03-31T04:18:00.001-07:00

Fuck it..

I don't know what the hell I'm into again. It seems that I'm in trouble again..Fuck it, seems that HA is true, I really am losing my enthusiasm. Holy cow...what needs to be done?

I really don't know where to start to, where to end..

What should I do?

Hope not to be like this ever again..

How many times should I feel this way?

I need an answer.

Thanks to an officemate, who somehow gave words of advise..

Hope to make it..

Peace out.

2008-03-13T03:17:00.000-07:00

UBER TIRED..

Super busy day. I conducted an orientation.

Currently dancing chacha..

Well, I been into dancing chacha this days..wohooo, i just learned it last tuesday..

sabi ko nga CHACHA rocks..super panalo..

Haayyy, super tired.

2008-03-12T05:22:00.001-07:00

I am quite tired with work. I feel pressured. But amidst all the negativities I am experiencing, seems that I still have something to look forwards to. I am so glad, at least I still have a positive thingy in me. Well, I know I can do things. Minsan lang talaga minamalas, pero kaya.
Sometimes, it feels good that somehow people tend to commend you because of your attitude towards things & work. I really am grateful. I wish to work best under pressure even if reality states that “I cannot please everybody.”
Basta, all I know is that I can do things my way. Basta, don’t rush & compose yourself. Gone are the days of being abused of things. Take it easy.

May mga bagay na sadyang hindi gagalaw sa paraan na gusto natin.

lEARN TO BALANCE WORK & PERSONAL LIFE..KAYA HONG KONG, HERE I COME...

BREAK

2007-12-20T23:25:00.000-08:00

I need a break. After long & tiring hours of preparation for the Christmas Party, i think, I deserve a break!!

WISHLIST

TRIP TO TAIWAN ; )

Hope to see you in Taiwan..

Potanes!!

Go Popie, it's your birthday..

2007-09-05T05:47:00.000-07:00

Yeah, tomorrow will be my 22nd birthday. I'm so excited. This would be my first birthday na medyo professional na dating ko..ampooo..feeling ko hindi bagay..hahaha.

Pero sobrang thankful ako kay Papa Lord, kasi at least regular na ko..heheheh. hindi rin biro pinagdaanan ko dito. Moreso, i felt that I matured kahit konti. I was able to have a grasp what the real world is all about. I am in a place wherein play is not the game. Work is work and way different from play. i have learned how to be strong and to adapt to various people I get to know. So far, feeling ko naman kahit konti may accomplishments ako. Saka naprove ko sa mga tao dito na kaya ko at kakayanin ko yung ginagawa ko. Happy lang ako kasi yung tao na kinaiinisan ko ng nuknukan eh nagbago yung tingin sakin. Wlang iba kundi si _ _ _. Eventually, nagustuhan nya ko kashit hindi maganda impression niya sakin. I knwo that I can't please everybody. Alam ko dami ko pa mga flaws, pero sobrang TH ako na mapunan kung anuman 'to.

Hindi man maayos ang lovelife, at least may isang bagay na ok sa akin.well...

Eto wish ko este wishes ko..

1. Sana wala ng bumalik na RFP sakin.
2. Sana lahat ng vacancy mapunuan ko na.
3. Sana makapunta ko sa Batanes sa shooting ni Ken.
4. Sana matuloy kami sa Palawan.
5. Sana magkaron ako ng Superstar na green.
6. Sana makatulog pa ko ng more than 8 hours.
7. Sana maging malusog ako saka pamilya ko, kasi gusto ko pa silang ilabas ng ilabas.

konti lang naman wishes ko eh..

Treat ko sila Papa bukas, excited na nga siya.pinalabhan na nga niya ung Chucks nya eh. hehehehe..Syempre, hindi ata sila bibiguin ng paborito niyang anak..hehehehe..Kahit na loaded na card ko..hahahah..Joke lang..syempre kahit anu mangyari treat ko sila, First birthday ko ata to na may work na ko..

Haaayyy..swerte ko..Natutuwa ako..Naiiyak ako sa kagalakan..Promise..

Bye..

2007-06-06T23:35:00.000-07:00

Sometimes people are really mean. Why do they have to do such things. They are so inhumane. I have an officemate who was forced to resign. He is so nice, so professional.

Good luck, dude..Hope yoou find a much greener pasture.

Godspeed..

2007-06-04T18:22:00.000-07:00

I already have a digital camera!wohoooo..dream come true, hindi ko pa sya masyado naexplore pero uber excited na ko..I bought it yesterday with Na-anne..Photo opt kami later..ciao.

4-month old

2007-05-08T18:34:00.000-07:00

Well, I've been an Exchange employee for about 4 months, and I hope I can continue counting..lol.

I missed blogging..Maraming bagay akong hindi na-i-account sa aking blog..

So I'm gonna update..(pucha, parang wala kang trabaho ah..petiks ka..hehehehe)

Well, I been hooked to Prison Break..pucha, parang lagi na lang nagplay sa utak ko yung.."Previously on Prison Break". (eto sinasabi kapag start ng isang episode)
Sobrang naadik ako dyan, salamat sa nag-impluwensya sa akin, walang iba kundi ang isa sa recruits ko, si Atty. Lally..Ganda ng story, pucha, ang galing nung bida, ang talino tapos gwapo pa. He is Wentworth Miller a.k.a Michael Scofield a.k.a Fish a.k.a. Pretty.This is the first time I got addicted to a Western Series. I also influenced Badoodles. Imagine, we are together doing pirata galore at Quiapo looking for a complete copy of it. We have finished Season 1 & 2, Season 3 will be launched this August, so meron pa kaming aabangan. Sobrang nakakabitin kasi.

Next, I am doing my marathon of Silence starring Vic Zhou saka ung friend ni Jang Geum sa Jewe in the Palace, hindi ko kasi alam name. Ayun, sobrang enjoy ako, ganda ng story. Nakakaantig talaga, pero hindi pa ko tapos,episode 13 pa lang ako. Ang gwapo ni Vic, ang angas..pero syempre mas like ko pa rin sya sa MARs, kasi rugged ang porma nya. Sa Silence kasi pormal pormalan ang drama nya.

Sa work naman, kaasar, may teambuilding seminar ung isang Division sa Office, at kasama ako para magfacilitate...Pakshet imbes na makakapahinga ko, nandun ako magfafacilitate..leche..ang demanding pa naman ng mga tao dun, magmumuka akong alila dun..grrrr..haaaayy, kelangan kong maging mabait..pucha talaga..sana mag-enjoy ako, pero I doubt. Sana ma-enjoy ko ang view ng Tagaytay Highlands. Ang makasaysayang Tgaytay Highlands, eto ata ang kumpanya na lahat ng PSY studend sa DLSU-D eh tinawagan para abalahin.hahahaha..

Honga pala, Officemate ko si Na-anne ngayon, reliver sya nung officer dito. Pero as of now parang hindi pa sya nakakagawa ng totoong HR job dahil nagrereconcile sila with the OJTs ng mga billing ng PLDT.haayyyy..Gusto pa naman nyang turuan ko sya ng "Good afternoon, this is Pop Estrella from the Philippine Stock Exchange. W are in receipt of your appplication and we are currently considering you for a position in our company. I would like to invite you......" heheheh, bibitin ko muna kasi tuturuan ko pa si Na-anne nyan.ayun, tpos pareho rin kaming nasestress kay bossing..waaahh, ako nga wish ko lang matapos etong temabuilding na to, kasi hindi talaga ako makausod sa buhay, naaabala ako dahil ang daming chuva ek ek.hahahahah..tpos may isa pang bossing na demanding, pero nakakatuwa sya, kahit na pinepressure nya ko, nattatawa ko sa kanya kasi feeling close kami..hahaha..ayun, sige na maraming time na ang nauukol ko dito, magtatrabaho na ko..andito na stressor ko..heheheheeh..

2007-04-16T04:26:00.000-07:00

well, im surviving as a working girl. earning money is no joke. every cents is worth the day. but at least I'm getting as much, unlike when I was in PSbank. It's just that, working as an HR Personnel is so tiring. I do all the tasks. It's a way different when I was a student. well that's the reality I have to face . But i just hope that i could be a different person in the long run. i miss watching chinovela. the endless thing I do,but being fangirl is just one portion of life. there's more to life. but i won't forget it, they will always remain in my BIG heart..i just love being a student...

2007-03-19T04:42:00.000-07:00

am I hurting or what..shit, I don't know..I feel pathetic.. I don't know. Im having a hard time..darn, why should I worry..

2007-02-21T20:53:00.000-08:00

I hate it when bosses become so bossy.I mean uber bossy. Well, given the fact that they are called boss and will act bossy, I think there should be a proper way to address your subordinates. I don't want to be in this kind of situation forever, but I assure myself that I won't treat my subordinates as servants and me as a lord. That is not right. There is a word "PROPER". Proper way to everything. Don't act as if the world owes you. although you are a boss, experience is the only thing that sets us apart. I know i could be a boss someday, but I promise I won't act the way some people do.

these are the pics i got during a dragon dance held here at the office..

with the cute little dragon

with a bigger dragon...
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KUNG HEI FAT CHOI!!!

2007-02-01T20:57:00.000-08:00

I'll be a month old as an Exchange employee..darn, i have survived. and i can still..

im overwhelmed with the work that i need to do.oh boy..but hopefully, i can bear with it.

as long as badoodles is beside to support me, i know i can beat the odds..

2007-01-17T16:03:00.000-08:00

well, i have been out blogging for some time now. i was so busy. already had my second job. at last i am alreay in my field. im so thankful of all the blessing that God are showering me. well, i almost lost one of my finest blessings. thank God, we have passed that. and wish that we last. i thought it would be easy, but it was not. i feel good that everything is falling on the right place.

about my new job, well its very tiring compare when i was in Psbank. shoot, my job here is the true definition of multi-tasking. i felt that as the day ends my workload seems to be more. but as badoodles said, "wag kang magreklamo, ano ba,mamaya kunin sau lahat yan eh." i realized his right. i can make it, it takes time for me to grasp everything just like when i was a neophyte in Psbank..haaayyy..i just need him and HIM to make me strong and to face everything that comes everyday. i know i can make it. i also know that many believe in my strength.

have to go. need to work.

2006-10-29T01:15:00.000-07:00

miss ko na block ko..

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2006-10-28T03:30:00.000-07:00

nagkaroon lang kmi ni pareng abdul kagabi ng UBE ulit..ang ultimate bonding experience..hehe... to quote from joel..kami rin ni joel nagkaron nun..nung monday..stroll kami glorietta, tpos lumafang..ganun..kami ni abdul, kagabi bonding tlgha..nagpunta kami ng quiapo, humanap ng mga dvd pero sabi nya wag na daw kami papasok sa loob ng barter kasi sobrang delikado daw..so i heard from a muslim himself so hindi na ko nag-insist..kahit pa feeling ko kapag kasama ko si abdul eh safe ako..tpos ayun kumain kami sa lumpian..hahah, natawa ko, global daw kasi un...basta kulitan lang kami ng kulitan..tapos, sinama nya ko dun sa dati nilang tambayan nung high school sya..nameet ko ung three friends nya..si jp(girl/boy), si vincent saka nakalimutan ko ung isang name eh..

ayun dapat pipyesta kami kila len, eh parang wala namang pupunta..sayang nga eh, naalala daw nga ako nung nanay nya, kasi last year nagpabalot ako..pero correction hindi ako una nagpabalot..c ibeth nauna nakigaya lang ako..tpos dapat nood kami pba, eh kaso ala moolah c pareng abdul.kaya next time na lang..

random pics..sobrang random yan..

ung entry ko nung mga nakaraan hindi ko pa rin napopost..busy busyhan pa..

eto primary photo ngaun sa friendster..

ang fave officemate ko..

eto ung bumagyo..nung dumating c milenyo..picture pa rin kahit bumabagyo na..

bagyo..

with ms. ditas

with laina..

with ate jovy

with mae of recovery

sa underpass..

night out..

abdul, patrick, kitin, gina, me and joel..

with joel and abdul

patrick, choeiyie & abdul

with athel..

athel & choeiyie

kitin & patrick

feel lang pumose ni kitin..

nung diagnostic namin..bonding kami ni pareng abdul..

with ate jovy..

la lang..

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that's life..

2006-10-22T05:15:00.000-07:00

waaaaahh, namiss ko to..grabe dami ko entry kaso nakasulat sa papel..ampoootah, diary nga ang dating..hahaha..pero nd, sobrang naging busy ako..sa work..grabe, hirap kumita ng pera..waaaahh..mas masarap maging student..i have said it for the nth time..tae, walang mas sasarap kundi ang carefree na buhay estudyante..pero sabi nga ni pareng abdul, kelangan harapin ang reality..hindi pwedeng habambuhay ganun..hhahaha..let me introduce, my new friends..going to upload pic pag napadpad ako sa shop..mga officekates ko sila..si pareng abdul, c choeiyie namention ko na ata sya..ay pootah, sa mga unposted entries ko pala un..basta pag sinipag ako itatype ko yun tpos ipopost ko..nagkakasakit na nga ako kasi hindi na ko nakakanood ng mga inchik-inchikan..shet..grabe tlga, last na napanood ko misa pa..almost 3 weeks ago na..tpos ung MG hindi ko matapos tapos..waaaahh..kanina, punta kami ng ust, entrance exam ng pamangkin ko..its take to return back the favor..kasi nung nagexam ako sya kasama ko nun, at grade 6 lang ysa nun ha..inantay nya ko..pero hindi rin naman ako nagantay ng matagal na as in stroke. kasi nagkita kmi ni kristel kasama nya mama nya..nagexam din kasi kapatid nya..kala ko nga umalis agad pamangkin ko.. sobrang nag worry ako..kasi babaan na nung dumating kami..nag-sm kasi kami..hahaha..di ba ang saya, namasyal muna kami..

salbahe ko nga eh, nilait kopa chapel nila..waahh, lord forgive me..hindi maganda kasi chapel namin..hahaha..yabang eh noh..peace tayo mga thomasians..hahaha..animo la salle..suportado ko rin naman pamangkin ko kung sakaling makapasok sya dun..sisigaw na rin ako ng go uste!!!go go go!!go uste!!hahaha..pero syempre eto pa rin ang no. 1..D-L-S-U ANIMO LA SALLE!!

ayun, basta feeling ko naman, may natututunan naman ako sa pagwork ko..hahaha..basta saya ng mga newly found friends ko..may mga tae lang na officemates na nagmamaganda at nagmamagaling..pacoño..mga ulol..coño nyo muka mo..duh?!jolog ng mga muka nyo..hahaha..sarap kasama ng mga pare pare ko saka ng mga friends ko na cowgirls..hahah..ung mga hindi maarte..

nung sat may diagnostic test..live call outs tapos ookrayin..collection idol ang title ng activity..kakaba..hahah..buti walng in-house na natawag..kundi...syet, disaster ako..haaay, kelangan ko ng matulog..papasok pa ko bukas at nasa dasma pa ko..basta ia-upload ko mga pics..sobrang wacky namin..hehehe..

ja ne..

2006-08-22T04:06:00.000-07:00

haaaayyy..im fucking tired..pga wasn't successful. they were offered me csr position or receptionist. i declined, i really want to be in hr...but i got to rub my elbows in porsche cars..the topdown one and the semi-van type car..hahah.. ilove the yellow sports cars..unfortunately i was not able to have a shot with those fucking expensive cars..hahahha.i will no longer have the chance to learn drifting..pootah, mag atras abante nga nd ako marunong drift pa..hahha...plus those expensive cars don't worth even a single scratch..hahah.

crush ko si sung kang(han) sa tokyo drift, kaa may nalalaman pa kong drift ngaun..ulol..

im freaking tired.
i was with kuth this afternoon. we walked-in different bldgs. in ortigas..we were caught in rain..damn, my feet ache..as well as hers..hahaha..tomorrow would be my big day in hsbc..kuth said that the exam therewas fucking monsterous..hahaha..is there such a word as monsterous..waaaaaahh..pauso ko lang..hahah..we went to banco de oro, sony ericsson and asian development bank..damn, adb was fabulous..hahaha..magnifico..there was an xray machine..hahaha..i was amazed..big time asng dating haha..i took a picture of it..but just the fence, i didn't have the angas logo in front...basta lupit, na-amaze ako...

hahha..i watched binnie's millionaire's firstlove..damn,it was so dragging.. i cried, but i really liked his character..waaaahh, i wish i can have a man like that..haaayy.. i like his lines..i will write it here soon..seems that im freaking lazy..tired noh..hahaha..nest time na lang pati mga pics..dead tired na ko..

ja ne!!

2006-08-18T05:22:00.000-07:00

hahaha..ang dami ng nangyari sa mga araw ko..iba iba..
galit kami ng kuya ko..kupal sya kasi..pootah, ang bait ko s akanya noong sabado.,. nung pinagbantay nya ko nagbantay ako..maghapon ng sabado un..sabi nya kasi punta sya ng kasal..eh d bantay ako..pootah, nung manunuod na ko..aba kinupal ako..pang- 2nd ep ko pa lang un for the day kasi nd ako nakanood bantay nga ako..tpos sarado na kmi nun..pootah, pinatayan ako ng ilaw tpos binaba ung pinto na bakal..sabi ko sandali lang..syet..may mumo kaya dito..tae na, naiyak ako sa tkot..tumawag ako sa bahay nagpasundo ako..ulol ung kuya ko..tang ina nun..tinext ko sya..minura ko tlga sya..sabi ko ganto.."tang ina mo..bat iniwan mo ko dito..gago ka..tang ina mo!!" galit tlga ko..ulol kasi..alam naman nya na duwag ako..

tpos nung tue nag-walk in kami ni kuth..pootah..lupit sa rcbc plaza..ang big time ng mga pipol..hahaha..parang corporation ni dao ming feng..lupit..ung isang foreigner may bodyguard pa..waaahhh..ang lupit tlga..natatawa tlga ko habang nandun kami..define bobo kasiko..ang lupit ng mga elevator..grabe, nainosente ko tlga..hahah, tawa ko ng tawa habang patanga-tanga ko sa elevator..hahaha

tpos may interview ako bukas..sa PGA Cars..waaaahhh..prestige cars un..nandun mga audi..kotse ni ken..hahha..waaaahhh, nagdasal tlga ko..nagsimba pa ko sa quiapo, pinagdasal ko na sana matanggap na ko..hahah..galing nga pala ko ng westin philippine plaza..hahha..habang papunta ko dun may mga koreans sa ccp, natuwa ako kasi nagpipicturan cla..hahah..aliw..tpos parang ang yaman ko..hahha..kasi pagbaba ko ng taxi, syet parang mala-asianovela, may kausap sa fone habang pumapasok kasi ng hotel busy sa fone..hahaha..natawa ko..tapos english speaking pa ko..hayop d ba..kasi iniinterview ako ng hsbc..hahha..lupit..pero nd ko feel ung westin..dim light..yoko ng ganun, parang walang buhay,gusto ko ung ilaw eh parang ilaw ng sm..hahah..waaahhh..tpos nakasalubong ko si agot..hahah..pero sana nakasalubong ko asawa nya..crush ko c manu sandejas..hahaha..i like manu..

waaaahh..malapit na matapos my girl..waaahhh..hindi na maganda primetime..natapos ko na rin autumn shower..pootah, natamad ako sa series na un..tae..asar ung girl..c hannah sa sam soon..sa wakas nabawasan na ng isa ung pinapanuod ko..pero matatagalan ko pa matapos ung nasa net..tae, galit pa kami ng kuya kong ulol..hahah..hahah..si cholo muna kakararin ko..hahah..

dami kong naiisip kanina habang nasa jip ako..nakalimutan ko na ung iba..tae, lagi na lang akong ganun..

aaaahh..c vanness,ang cute ng kwento ni teri..waaaahh..ung mga phil contingent na nagpunta sa hk..c vanness daw cnabihan cla ng "mahal kita" waaaahh..bawat isa..pero kinilig ako sa ginawa ni vann..nag mime daw ng mahal kita hbang nakatingin sa knila..waaaaahh..vanness, mahal din kita!!hahah..

eto binigay sakin nung concierge sa westin..hahah..nd ko alam kng para san..

waaaahh, sana magka-work na ko..ang lungkot namang bday ko na ala parin akong work..ung na lang wish ko sa debut ko..hahah debut!!21, anu lalaki ako..hahha..patawa ako..nd ako tomboy..hahah..vakla ako..lalaki ang hanap ko..c kuth crush din si chiz escudero..hahaha..share kami kay chiz..hahaha..waaahhh..wish ko sa bday ko pala..work saka sa susunod na bday ko makapunta na ko ng hong kong..waaaaaaahh..pero guto ko concert ng f4..

paalam na muna..

PGA CARS saka HSBC..tanggapin nyo na ko..tpos natanga pa ko..bukas nga pala sked ko sa pga kala ko sa tue..tae nagparesked ako sa hsbc tuloy ng wed..waaaaahh...baka bawas pogi points ako..hindi yan..pogi pa rin ako..hahah..waAAAaaahh..nababaliw na ko..

pacute sa elevator ng westin..

kuya kong sweetpero kupal..

eto muna for now..

lampa na ata ako

2006-08-10T21:49:00.000-07:00

waaahhh..nagthreadmill ako knina..poootah, wala pang 10 mins. parang nagcollapse na ko..grabe hingal kalabaw tpos parang nadismaya ko..hahaha..sabi ko kasi magte-threadmill ako kasi hindi na ko napapwisan, magpapapawis ako..kasi naman ang routine ko lng dito sa dasma ganito..
-gising ng 9am
-luto ng lunch (baon ng mga kids ska lunch namin)
-mag-internet, manuod ng lhat ng series sa net
-kumain
-mag-internet ulit
-tpos tumunganga dahil mga pamangkin ko na gagamit ng net
-magluto ng dinner
-kumain
-humilata sa kwarto habang nagaantay ng my girl
-mag-My Girl
-mag-internet ulit
-mag-sit up/magtaas ng paa
-matulog

ayan, lagiing ganyan..mukang tataas na naman grado ng mata ko kakanuod..haaayyy...

...so ayun na nga, nanghina ako dahil sa lintek na pagtethreadmill..hahaha..kaso tumulog ulit ako..haaaayy..uuwi kami mamaya sa caloocan mamaya..dun maganda net connection..waaahhh..tatapusin ko boku dake..pero sana hindi buraot mode si bro..

2006-08-10T03:20:00.000-07:00

waaaahhh..tapos ko na iswak..ang masasabi ko lang swak ang iswak..kilig sya..kinilig ako talga..hahaha..crush ko c joe cheng, napagtanto ko yun..parang sweet kasi sya sa totoong buhay..hahaha..tapos, poootah..ang sarap tumawa, actually humagalpak..like ko ung episode 19!!the best..dun tlga napa-AAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY...ung nagsabi sya ng totoong feelings nya,ender the rain..ung pinagpaalam nya kasy daddy c XQ..saka ung bed conversation nila, pootah, nung niyakap nya si XQ..waaaaahh..kilig...ung office scene na parang exhausted na sya tapos naglean-forward sya kay XQ massage ng konti sa shoulder tpos hug na..ampoooootah..kung nkikita nyo reaksyon ko ngaun, or kahapon..poootek..para kong kinikilig na nagkakanda pilipit..hahahaha..buti na lang hindi ako nag-bang ng head sa floor..hahaha

at nawiwindang na ko..kasi ba naman sa dami ng series na gusto kong panuorin lahat gusto kosaby sabay..may site kasi ko na napuntahan na nd na kelangan ng matagal na dl para makanood..basta tuloy tuloy conncetion mo arya na.. asian tv ..ang cool..alternate ko nga pinapanuod boku dake no madonna saka devil beside u..ang kulit ng devil beside u..mala-iswak din..ang kulit ni rainie..tpos nagv-vcd din ako..into the sun naman..c kwon sang woo ska kim jung hwa..ang kulit din nito...waaaaaaahh..pwede bang madagdagan ung oras ko..pwede bang ang 1 day ko ay 42 hrs.waaaahh..ang saya siguro noon, naiimagine ko na sarili ko..solve na ko basta may internet connection, may pc na mabilis, may pagkain, kaht mga pica pica o instant noodles lang..waaaaahh..sarap ng buhay na ganun..

2006-08-07T23:34:00.000-07:00

nakita ko tong quizz na to sa lj ni marian

You scored as Japanese. You should learn Japanese! Either or you are Japanese or you wish you were. Well, you're not going to transform magically; the least you can do is learn the language!

Japanese

53%

Latin

47%

French

47%

Spanish

47%

Chinese

40%

Arabic

33%

English

20%

What language should you learn?
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natawa ko..isa sa frustration ko to eh...hehehe, nd nalalayo sa chinese..

nakakabad trip 2 and 1/2 episodes na lang ako ng isak, pero ang bagal ng loading sa youtube..binitin na namn ako ng youtube..d ko sure ko youtube me problem o ung connection namin.(pinaputol na daw kasi ung dsl dito..baka effect na to..mabagal na..pero pooootah..ang supang binayaran pa nila ng advance 2 mos to..) kainis tlaga..ganda pa naman ng mga mangyayari..buraot mode to..matutulog na lang ako..grrrr..in fairness enjoy ko mp4 dito sa kanila..baka pag-uwi ko na lang sa caloocan ko tapusin to..wish ko lang hindi na buraot mode si brother dear..hahaha..nanood ako ng totoo tv kagabi..kulit tlga nila ariel at maverick..at mayor namin feneature nila..hahaha..kulit!!nga pala crush ko si taboo ng black eyed peas..hehehe..kulit nya..saka na-inlove ako nung suot nya ung green na sneakers..hahaha..tpos sabi nya pa nung concert, he loves phil. daw..hahah..kahit talunan boksingero nila kay pacquiao!!tpos, kng nd ako nabingi, parang narinig ko he'll buy house daw dito...

2006-08-06T17:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY, JIAN HAO...

this song is for you..

ang araw na to...araw mo to..pagdating mo sa ating mundo..ang araw na to, hindi malilimutan..i wish you a happy birthday. i wish you a happy birthday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANNESS!!

*hahaha..sinearch ko pa to sa google pero nd lumabas, kaya pilit ko na lang inalala kasi fave to nila em at memae..

today is vanness' 28th bday..ang aking boyfriend for almost three years..hahaha..lintek..patawa ko..naging kami nung nagconcert cla sa ultra..kaya almost three years na rin un sa sept. 13..kahit na panay ang kagat ko sa tukso, dahil sa dami ng boylet..sya napaka-patient nya pa rin..kaya naman khit anung mangyari, sa kanya pa rin ako bumabalik..i love VANNESS!!!sya lang nakapagpasaya sa kin ng ganito..sya inspiration ko sa lahat(yuck, ang drama)..sya motivator ko..(confession of a fan ba 'to?!)kapag nahihirapan na ko, pucha..makita ko lang ngiti nya, waaahh..wla na..HE IS SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME LOOK FORWARD TO ANOTHER DAY!!sabi ko nga sa sarili ko..kung hindi sya magiging tatay ng magiging anak, at least maipangalan ko man lang sa kanya first born ko!!hahaha..o khit lahat ng magiging anak ko..lahat ng goal ko sa buhay naka-pattern na sau..lahat inaaral ko para sa kanya..hahaha..ultimo ung chopstick na ewan..as in hindi lang iilang beses akong pinagtawanan ng buong pamilya..ewan basta gusto ko lang matutunan lahat ng alam nya..I LOVE YOU VANNESS..sabi mo nga sa qing fei de yi, na sinasabi ko naman ngaun sau.."YOU'RE MY LIFE,ALL I WANT."(sana tama lyrics ko).. good luck sa lahat !!magkikita rin tau VANNESS...just wait for me!!!

2006-08-06T08:50:00.000-07:00

waaahhh..poootek, lupit ng black eyed peas..ang galing..lahat talented..ine-air ung concert nila sito ngaun..waaahhh,galing bawat myembro may kakaibang talent..pero syempre angat c apl..hehehe...kababayan eh..pero totoo galing, galing ni fergie..tumambling ng isang kamay lang tpos kumakanta pa..hahaha..galing..tpos trip ko porma ni taboo..hahaha..like ko sneakers nya na green..hahah..kulit ni will.i.am..waahhh..sana bumalik cla..manunod na ko tlga..

ang kulit ng mtv ng bebot..

15 more minutes bday ni JIAN HAO ko..waaaaahhh..ZU NI SHEN RING KUAI LA,VANNESS!!!!i love you...

ep 15 na ko ng it started..hehehe..adik mode..

2006-08-04T05:17:00.000-07:00

waaahhh..nakakakilig ung it started with a kiss..pootek tlga..parang mg setting nila..waaaaaaahh..ung guy kamuka tlga ni edison chen..waaahhh..funny!!ang cute ng story kasi maangas si guy..ying de pa ung school nila, hahaha..nakakamiss tuloy pumasok sa la salle..ang version ko ng ying de academy..

lead actor(joe cheng) and actress(ariel lang alam kong name nya..)..

kmuka sya ni edison chen dito..

eto pic sa fone ko..pootek, parang nasa ibang panahon..nagpapalit ksi ko ng back housing..eh ung lens salamin dun sa cam nd napunasan..pootek, parang flashback lang ah..parang kabilang buhay nga eh..hahaha

ang action star at c mamiyugs(ang college grad na may histrionic childishness!!!)

2006-08-03T02:18:00.000-07:00

poooteek..waaahhh, nanonood na ko ng it started with a kiss, dati ko pa to gusto panuorin, ngaun lang nag-materialize para sakin..hahaha..what a term..ngaun lang ako napusrsige kasi nakita ko ung teaser sa ch.2..eh dapat mas nauuna ko sa tv..haahaahaha..kaya ngaun dito na ko hook..ang cute...nakakakilig!!nakakamiss lalong pumasok ng school..

galing nga pala kmi nila lj at mamiyugs sa school..kumuha ng tor..nagtawanan lang kami..as usual late ako..sabi nga nila, parang ang layo ng pinangagalingan ko, eh nasa dasma lang ako..hahaha..syempre pa!!hahaha

2006-08-02T01:56:00.000-07:00

binay: dito na lang reply ko sa text mo..hehehe..
well, late ako for exam sa cocolife nung monday..pakshet kasi ung ulan..mali pa ung nsakyan ko na jeep..so ayun, ayaw na nila ko pag-examin kasi nagstastart na raw. so dumerecho na lang ako sa staff alliance..tpos nagpainterview na ko..tpos bumonding ako kay shane, pinuntahan ko sya sa office nya,nanlibre sya.. at inantay ng konti ang fafa nya na magpakita, kaso nd tlga lumitaw eh.. pagdating ko sa bahay nagparesked na lang ako sa cocolife at un nga wed ang sked ko, at ngaun un..at bagsak ako..hahaha.. below sea level na rin ata IQ ko(quote from shane)..hahaha..hindi naman sinabi na harapan na "pucha! bagsak ka..tanga"..tingnan ko kung kaya nila sabihin sakin un..hahah..pero ganun na nga un..kasi 2 sets daw ung exam IQ test ung una tpos personality na ung last. kapag naqualify sa IQ papagtest-in ng personality test..2 ung IQ test na binigay..RSPM ska ung parang prude non-language ek ek..so ayun, na-distort ung rspm ko..hahah..alam kong impossible un..haha..ang ibig kong sabihin, napeste ung exam kong un, parang mali ung numbering ko kaya ayun disaster..nung dinodouble check ko na time's up na..bolsyet d ba..kaya ayun..eh di bagsak ako dun malamang..parang ang choices lang naman eh, bagsak or pasada..stay or go..since pagbigay nung pink paper walang congratulations ibig sabihin bagsak nga..d ba..parang deal or no deal..ampoootah..kaya umuwi na lang ako sa bahay tpos sa dasma na at hinatiran ng trip na pagkain nya si ate..hahah..naglilihi..kaya dito muna ko pansamantala..dahil medyo sensitive ang kanyang pregnancy..in short ako muna ang yaya ng mga pamangkin ko ganun na din ng ate..ang buti ko isn't it..hahaha
kaya pahinga muna ko sa pagpunta sa makati..pucha naman nung fri pa ko nandun..kala nga ng tatay ko pumapasok na ko..araw-araw na lang daw nandun ako..since nandito na ko sa dasma,rest muna ko,may nagtext sakin for interview daw ako tomorrow..well, sorry, bakasyon na ko..

-ampo...gusto ko ng mp4, ang astig!!

-hehehe..buti na lang ipapalabas ung concert ng bep sa tv sa sunday..hahaha..excited ako..sa where's the love..

mga bagay na natutunan ko habang nag-aaply sa makati:
*kapag may sign na unloading, unloading lang un, wag ng makulit hindi ka papasakayin dun..(pero may nkita ko one time pinasakay ung isang pasahero sa unloading, hay may mga sugapang driver tlga..asan ang discipline?!)
*magbasa muna ng pangalan ng bldg. bago ka bumaba sa underpass, kasi baka mali ka ng lusot..pakshet, babalik ka pababa..although nd nakakapagod dahil pababa un at may escalator naman kapag pataas..ubos oras pa rin un noh!!
*na meron pa tlgang mabubuting pinoy na bukas palad na tutulong..kahapon may mama pinagtanungan ko kung san ung bldg ng medical plaza, tinuro nya sakin as in define turo tlga..tpos pinayungan nya pa ko dahil wala akong payong..oh di ba how sweet!!

knina paguwi ko sa dasma, dumaan ng quirino ung bus(usually naman tlga),tapos derecjo ng pasay..naisip ko lang si LDW..sabi ko tlga, next time magkalaro na tayo sa casino..sabihan mo lang ako na dadating ka ha..pati arang papanuorin ko para sau!!kasi ur so Fuck*** special..tutal d ba sa kanta mo u wish u are special..oh ayan, sinasagot ko na..ur so fuck*** special too..

nagiisip ako kanina, sabi ko gusto ko mapangasawa sin ldw tpos ididivorce ko sya kapag may anak na kami, kaso naisip ko..paano si vanness, unfair kung hindi sya ang mauuna sakin..hahaha..ampootah..grabe ko mangarap..ganto ba tlga kapag istambay, nagiging bitchy?!hahaha..well, sabi nga ni eistein(nabasa ko sa wall sa testing roon ng cocolife)imagination is more important than knowledge..hehehe..sagana ko sa imagination pareng einstein..sabihin mo sa mga bossing tanggapin na ko sa work..kung imagination lang naman, ay ampoootah..kahit san dadalhin sila ng imagination ko..sobrang lupit ng imagination ko, minsan nga delusional na ko..hahaha..

malapit na b-day ni vanness ko..sorry vann, nd ako makakapunta sa party mo..hindi ko pa afford eh..non-working citizen pa ko eh..promise..paparty din tayo!!mahilig ka namang pumarty di ba!!!hahaha..

kukuha kami ng tor bukas ni marian..waaaaaaahh, sana naman makita ko si fhafha ranny..

10:35 pm..

kakatapos lang ng my girl sa tv..ampoootah, ang cute ni ldw..ung paraan ng pag-amin nya na love nya rin ldh..waaaahh..kakatext lang ni terry, kinikilig pa rin daw sya..hay naku! the feeling is mutual..sabi nga ni ldh(jasmine) sa kanya, "alam mo naman kakaiba ko, hindi ko sasabihing tigilan na natin to!"..waaaahh. ako rin...pucha, kakaiba ko lalo..hindi ko sasabihing tigilan mo na ko..hehehe..nyt nyt..

2006-07-29T05:20:00.000-07:00

im currently watching hanoi bride..it's ldw's mini-series..waaaahh, ang angas nga sa umpisa..kilig na namn..anak ng.. hindi na ko tinantanan ni oppa ko..hahaha..and im loving it..ang cool ng porma nya dun..ung mga polo na naka-tuck in...waaaahh, tpos lagi pang may shade ng green ung damit nya...waaaaahh..nakapag-sign in na ko sa soompi..hahaha..hindi pa ko nakakapagbasa sa thread, busy busyhan sa panonood ng hanoi!!!hahaha..

may test ako sa cocolife sa monday at interview sa staff alliance, pinagiisipan ko pa kung sisiputin ko ung staff alliance kasi balak ko mag-walk in na lang kami ng mga friends ko..bonding..hahahah..mangungulit naman ang staff alliance eh..hehehe..saka parang ang baba magbigay ng sahod nun..bolsyet..

waaaahh...ang gwapo talga ni ldw!!!you're so f*****g handsome!!!

LEE DONG WOOK FEVER!!

2006-07-28T04:43:00.000-07:00

waaahhh..oppa..bat ikaw pa rin naiisip ko..waaahh..nakakatawa ko kanina, kasi may usapan kami ni marian na sabay kaming pupunta sa serveir..h kaso may sakit sya kaya tinext nya ko na hindi na sya makakapunta..eh dahil wala akong kasama hindi na ko pupunta..saka wala pa kong letter, tinamad ako lalo..nag-alarm ko, ahead ako nagising sa alarm tpos saka ko tinext si marian kung tuloy nga..tamad mode na ko nun..eh pootah, parang pagkita ko sa fone ko nakangiti si oppa, bolshyet..wala na...sinipag na ko..parang ang sabi nya tumayo ka na, puntahan mo na..wahhh..naaning ako..syet..kaya ayun go ako..late nga ako kasi may crang tren..buti nalang nagkita kani ni grace kaya sya kasama ko tpos nag walk in kami sa staff alliacne..nagtest..ang haba tinamad na ko kaya mema na ung last part..hehe

eto wall paper ko..ang gumising sakin kanina..haaayyy.. hay lav you..khit pa..toootooot..

ur so f*****g special..

bat ka ba kasi kumakanta ng ganto..

CREEP by Radiohead
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again
She's running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

2006-07-26T02:10:00.000-07:00

waaaaaaahhhh..isang malaking ampootah!!! i missed a chance of a lifetime..bwicit talga..buraot mode ako..sayang..kasi naman si dong wook sshi, ay nagpunta pala ng mall of asia..waaaahh..nakakainis tlga, bakit hindi ko alam..sayang tlga yun..di ba, such a bull shit thing..bakit ako pumalya, bkit ngaun pa..waaaaahhh..naiinis ako tlga..sobrang hinayang yung nararamdaman ko..waaaaahh..wala man lang maramdamang kilig..nakakainis..waaaaaaaahh..mababaliw na ko..huhuhu...naiiyak tlga ko..bakit naman kasi..

kahapon punta kami ng customer touchpoint nila mamiyugs saka kuth, nagkulitan lang kami..bumonding, pumicture,nagdaldalan at trumiG(3G)..nakakamiss mga blockmates ko.. i mish you guys..

2006-07-22T02:27:00.000-07:00

waaahhh..i saw him kagabi sa tv patrol..homaygulay, bumalik underwear ko sa factory..he looks suplado nung una kasi hindi nakangiti pero gwapo pa rin, tapos when he smiled..waaaaaaaaaaaahhh..nahulog na ko ng tuluyan sa upuan..arggghh..

tapos nakita ko sa tsinoy mga vid links saka pics nya..oppa, bat naka-cast kamay mo..huwatt happened?!why?!

grabe ang gwapo ni oppa..waaaaahh..lahat na lang gwapo sakin sabi nga ng pamangkin ko..hahah..biglang tanong nga ni em-em kagabi..eh paano na si vanness..hahahah..sabi ko si vanness boyfriend ko yun..si oppa hindi!!!hahaha..

dapat manonood tlga ko..eh kaso ampootah, hindi na daw nga magpapapasok d ba..waaaahh..hindi ko tuloy nasilayan si oppa..waaahhh..gong chan..(currently listening to hollaback girl,as in yung tipong sumasabog na eardrum ko sa headset..just want to listen, naaalala ko si sister wendy..hahaha, panay nga shit naririnig kong lyrics!)

waaahhh..manic na naman ako..ang gwapo ni oppa..ang kinis, ang tangos ng bridge sa ilong(malamang sa ilong may bridge),ang pula ng labi at ang ganda ng ngipin..nalaos si sam milby..kaso parang mas long hair pa sya sakin..mas ok kung tulad ng sa my girl hair nya..pero sabi ko nga gwapo pa rin...

presscon ni oppa..

eto ung meet ang greet nya..waaahhh..ang cute tlga pumorma ng mga korean..

tapos eto si oppa sa wowowee, actually marami nag-react kasi parang ang cheap nung pagkaka-guest ni oppa dito. nung una parang hindi ko care kasi basta preoccupied ako kay oppa..pero nag-sink in sakin matapos ang lahat..ang cheap nga..kasi umasta na namang bading si mariel tapos, sayawan ba daw ng mala-sexbomb si oppa..waaahhh..nakakahiya..anu ba..conservative mga korean..waaaahh, kahiya tlga..pero in fairness swerte ni mariel habang hawak nya mike hawak rin ni oppa mike..pero, waaahhhh, ang cheapanga nga..haaayyy..pero ang gwapo talaga ni oppa..saka ang galing kasi paglabas nya talagang ung entourage nya nakapalibot dun sa stage..baka kasi dumugin..heheh..cute nya habang kinakausap nya uung isang korean na nakapalibot sa stage..ang gwapo..ang cool ng porma!!!
LDW in wowowee
may isang clip na parang ayaw nya ng magpapicture kasi parang pagod na..pero in fairness, nabasa ko after ata ng mga guesting eh nagpa-spa ang oppa..hahah..sosyal..
oppa, bat naman gantong movie pa ginawa mo..anak ng teteng, hindi mataas ang tolerance ko sa gantong klase ng movie..waaahhh..ayaw mo ba kong patulugin..parang the ring/the grudge ung tema..anu ba oppa..pero ang gwapo mo..waaaaaahhhh..saranghaeyo..

waaaahhh..c vann..naka-dirty finger na naman..hanu ba..na-culture shock na naman ako..

*ang basket cse pala ay lumang kanta na..hahah..akala ko bago lang un..thanx to senorita na-educate ako..

sa sobrang preoccupied ko, parang nakalimutan ko ng tapusin a love to kill..hahaha..hindi tlga kami talo ni rain..

ang cute ni oppa dito..ang payat nya..waaaaahh....natatawa ako..

2006-07-19T01:52:00.000-07:00

WU JIAN HAO makes my life rock!!!!!!

im in a state of euphoria...waaaaaaaahh..im happy,elated, elevated, cheered, delighted, ecstatic, elevated, enchanted, enraptured, euphoric, exalted, excited, exhilarated, exultant, fired up. ive manifested some symptoms of manic episodes(again)..waaahh..whatever word from above mentioned has the highest level of happiness i belong to that state..(i even feel writting in english, huh)..waaahhhh..(*kilig mode*) currently listening to vann's concert audio..saigono song..the one with a filipino version ikaw pa rin that goes..

Nais ko'y makapiling kang muli
Nais kong mayakap kahit na sandali
Kung pangarap ma'y tatanggapin ko
Ikaw pa ring ang iniibig ko

well everything is all because of vanness..hahah..is there anything or anyone who can really make me feel like this..nah..its just vanness..hahahah..so why am i feeling this way.. well i've downloaded the jap concert clips..audio and video clips..waaahhhh..i liked it when he sang saigono then he said aishteru..waahhhh..homay goodness gracious..you made my heart melt..i heart you more vanness!!he's damn hot!!!oozing hot!!!

he's so talented..(sorry if i always brag about vann).. when he sang where is the love by bep..waaahhh..so handsome..i love that song plus the fact that i love bep..it made me want to watch their concert on thursday..but that's another story..when he was singing where is the love i said to myself your love is in the philippines..popie is waiting there for you..

he dances so well, he sings so well..he never fails to make me giggle..he's the one responsible for me being manic..hahah..waahh..he kept saying i love you pa..(still, istening to audio clips)..he sang basket case by green day..when he sang this seems that i want to jam with my nephews(they are into punk rock, (frustrated rockstar)) ..all the songs sung in the concert is my lss..including hollaback girl, sung by my sister-in-law, wendy(seems that i dont just have manic episode..im als0 delusional)..Vanness was awesome..he can sing any song whatever genre..he sure can carry it..i loved it when he looks like a punk star, i loved it when he sings ghetto(hip-hop), i loved it when he sings jazz..i love everything about him..hahaha..im so fanatic..but i really love him..i heart you VANNESS!!!i really like where is the love song (ganda ng boses nya dun).i liked kissing a fool(not sure if its the title of the song im listening right now, but sure its from the body will sing album) also..the intro was like that of happy together song..its nice..xiang xiang xi ge ni was in jazz..cool!!i love it!!(how many times did i say i loved it, i loved him?)

-i will not be able to watch bep concert..no fund for that..kinda broke..waaahhh, i really have to work na!!but i really want to see the concert even if im in gen ad..thats ok, just to hear them sing where is the love..

- i hate those people who are back stabbers..well, it so happen that there are so many..especially in my mother's case..my mom is very generous, sometimes i even think that she is much generous to other people than us..but then, those people betrayed her and stab her at the back..eventhough i talk back at my mom(not a good daughter to my mom), i think its not appropriate or should i say that they don't have the right to make up stories to put her down, besides mother had done things for their advantage..they are so plastic, sometimes when i bumped into them, they would smile. but then i realised that there was something with that smile..they are bull shit!! my mother is strong..well,my life is rocking so why should i care to those bull shits..get a life, people..all i can say is POPIE loves VANNESS so much..and my life is rockin'...period..

i just love life!!!

2006-07-18T01:20:00.000-07:00

ampoootah, dadating na si gong chan(julian ng my girl)..lee dong wook real name nya..waaahhh..kaso sa wowowee..baket naman dun..parang nakakahiya kasi pag napapanood ko yun ang mga tao may audience participation sa opening number..nakakahiya..although wala akong hiya..eh hindi pa naman ako fan ng wowowee..solid eat bukaga ako..tpos yung mga niyaya ko na isasama ko seems that hindi sila pwede for that day..waaaaaaahh..paano na..aside form that, natatakot akong ma-stampede..hahah..tpos pucha ang aga pumipila ata dun noh..waaaaahhh..ayoko nung pagka-aga-aga..bilasa na beauty ko pag nagkita kami ni gong chan ko..waaahhhh..pero im dying to see him..waaahh..photo opt sa kanya..mga ganun..fangirl..hehehe..

tapos niyaya pa ko ni shane manood nga bep..ampootah, wala akong pera..parang kung manunuod ako nun..gen ad lang afford ko..nyahahah..ang hirap maging mahirap..

crush ko c shawn yue..hahah..although like ko na sya dati..hahah..

kilig mode kasi na dl ko na audio ng jap concert ni vann..konti pa lang ung vid eh..kilig tlga ko..gusto ko na maihi sa sobrang kilig..

2006-07-14T07:38:00.000-07:00

madaragdagan na kami ng isang estrella..actually..ung may middle name lang ng estrella..kasi magkakaroon na nag addtional sila ate..preggy sya..hahaha..natawa nga ako..kasi she is already on her early 40's tpos may pahabol pa..unexpected tlga..eight years gap sa youngest child nila..natutuwa ako kasi may bago na, as if naman an gusto kong nag-aalaga ng bata.hahah..sana singkit..mahilig naman sa koreano ate ko eh..sana singkit..hahah

ang gwapo ni vanness..hahaha..lagi ko namang bukang bibig un eh..nkita ko sya naka-pink na undies..hahaha...
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v705/pop_green/U1343P28T3D1153218F326DT20060711074.jpg

2006-07-13T06:19:00.000-07:00

hooked na ko sa a love to kill..waahhh..ayaw k tlga kay rain ha..ang ganda ng a love to kill. i loved the story..may times na kinikilg ako kasi galing ng character ni bok gu..kasi maangas pero may lambing..hahaha..saka ang bait ni other guy..hahaha..mas naiinlove tlga ko sa mga other guy..

fave other guy ko syempre c ah li..hahaha..parang hindi naman kasi sya tlga bida dun sa peach girl..pero sarap nya laging naka-alalay..un mga nakaka-inlove..tpos c martin ng lovers in paris love ko rin..ung kuya sa snow white sweet love..basta nakaka-inlove mga other guy..

nagpunta ko sa skul, nagpapirma ng papel..ang mga cnasabi ng mga propesor..iisa..consistent cla masyado..ang taba ko daw..mga lokong un..

2006-07-09T07:41:00.000-07:00

nabasa ko 'to sa dyaryo kanina.."Life is like a tragedy to those who feel, but comedy to those who think." - Horace Walpole
natuwa ako kasi totoo. di ba parang masaklap nga ang mga pangyayari sa buhay mo kung wala kang ibang gagawin kundi intindihin ang nararamdaman mo partikular ang mga hindi magagandang pangyayari . kng didibdibin mo ika nga ng mga nakatatanda. pero kung iispin mo na lahat naman ng bagay maging mga problema ang naglalaho naman, timing lamang ang kailangan. hindi na kailangan pang gumuho ang mundo mo. tulad na lang ng pagiging mahirap kung sa antas lamang ng pamumuhay. anu bang mangyayari kng lagi mong iindahin ang mga pinagdadaanan mo. may maganda ba tong maidudulot sa'yo. minsan ang self-pity nagiging daan din sa pagka-depressed. may maidudulot ba tong mabuti, ilulubog ka lang lalo nito. pero kung tayo ay nag-iisip, humahanap ng paraan upang masulusyunan ang problema mas may maidudulot na maganda yun. dahil dun mas nagiging magaan pa. kalaunan, mas magiging madali na para sa atin ang mga susunod na pagsubok na ating haharapin. kung baga sisiw na kasi napagdaanan na. ang galing kasi konektado ito sa aking motto.."Kaya ko rin yan, minamalas lang ako." son't take things so seriously. masaya ang buhay. its just a matter of how you look things. we may have different perspective as to how to see things. syempre kanya-kanyang diskarte. pero syempre dapat relax lang.
--ampootah, ano ko, makata?hahah,,anu ba pinagsasabi ko..paulit-ulit lang..hahah..

2006-07-08T09:14:00.000-07:00

at long last..full time bum na ko..no longer a student kasi ive finished our thesis.. for binding na lang..ampootah..wundang mode pa ko, kc naubusan ako ng papel..buti na lang brother backed me up..he made some for me..hahah..galing noh..lupet..so ayun babalik na lang ako sa school para magpapirma..at bummer na ko tlga..hahaha..so nice to hear da ba..

currently watching a love to kill sa youtube.. episode 7 na koo..promise ayoko kay rain..natutuwa lang ako sa story kc may higantihan effect..(evil me)..*winks*

hindi pa ko kumakain, anung petsa na..ganun ako kadedicated sa thesis..joke..

2006-07-04T04:21:00.000-07:00

ive watched superman returns last saturday with my friend jovani at sm mall of asia..sad to say we didnt make it to the imax, for reservation pala un or kng kaya mo mauna kumuha ng ticket go ka..eh since sat lang kmi pwede ang sat un so marami tao, kaya dun lang kmi sa regular cinema..si superman ang bago kong oppa..ang gwapo..sana may part 2(part 2 p ba eh d ba ang dami ng superman)..kasi parng bitin ung love story ni clark saka ni lois..hahaha..

so stroll around the mall, tpos inokray namin..grabe c jovanni, lahat pinansin, parang gusto nya sa masunod sa mall, pati smallest details napansin..haha..baka magattayo din ng mall nya..sumakit paa ko pero ok lang gwapo ni superman..

nakukupalan ako sa kuya..basta nandito na si donna..kupal...(bakit ka nandito)parang sobrang lahat nakadepende kay donna..ang bilis magpalit ng mood..parang daig pa ung may bipolar disorder sa pagswitch ng mood..sobrang kupal...i hate him..kupal sya..grrrr..

2006-06-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

heheh..pinakita sa news c vanness at kangta..pero tae na, mali naman ang cnabi..ang sabi bumuo na daw ng bagong group, duo na cla daw ni kangta..anu ba collaboration lang un for scandal album noh..tae na..

pero ang gwapo ni vann in fairness..

2006-06-27T21:50:00.000-07:00

hina-high blood mo kong bata ka...pa-mature ka..eh sa gusto namin mag-react dun sa kiss sa vid ni vann, bat ka ba nangingialam..sabi nga ng isang friend..as if na marami kang alam..leche ka..

bsta, nakakainis ung girl sa vid..bat may kiss pa..khit peck
lang un noh..ampoootah, c vanness un!!normal lang sa isang fan mag-react ng ganito kaya wag makialam ang mga taong wlang alam ok..ok..walang pakialamanan..

eto ung perf ni vann na gustong gusto ko ung kanta..punk rock..

eto naman ung may "peck" kuno..leche!!

bago na template ko..hehehe..

2006-06-26T22:24:00.000-07:00

hindi ako makaget-over sa i hate myself punk version song ni vanness..ang sarap ulit ulitin..ang cute nya..kahit na i hate the eyeliner thingy!!hahaha..anyhoo, vann galore ako nowadays..hahaha..i saw 127 days vid..ampoootah, bakit kelangan may kiss at lambingan mode..LINTEK..bkit..pero cool syang bad boy..hahah, nung una hindi ko pa na-gets, cnabi pa sakin ni señorita...nung inulit ko saka ko na-gets..

kasalukuyan akong natatawa sa my girl na ang scene eh ung akala ni gong chan ay namatay na si lolo..laugh trip din ako nung una ko napanood to..ngaung inuulit na namn ni ate, natawa na naman ako..ang kulit ng iyak nya, parang gago..pero gwapo pa
rin..

si VANNESS na ala-punk star..

eto pa isa..

pero eto, panalo..pogi di ba..

rock star ang dating..

ang eyes..grabe sa eyeliner..

my VANNESS

2006-06-25T19:03:00.000-07:00

i got to meet other vanness' fans..dumaan lang ako sa eb nila sa rob apartelle kc shy ako, nd naman ako ngpabili ng scandal album(drool over that cd, kung may dough lang sana ako)..mala-TIME mag nga sa unang tingin. tinitingnan ko pa lang mga tao dun, nakaka-excite na..to think na parang nasa mga mid-20s up to mid-30s na cla..paang kung iisipin ung kilig is pang mga high school students..hehehe..pero nakakatuwa, they gave souvenirs(vann&kangta pic wid signature)..tapos hiningi ko ung malaking poster ng certified vannaddicts..ang gwapo kc ni vann dun tapos nakatago muka ni kangta..hahaha..na-didistract ako kay kangta..ayaw ko sya..hahahah,tpos get to know some of tsinoy peeps..ci senorita na nameet ko for the second time..tapos c dess, c vannesstacy..ayun..pati nga ung mag ng concert gusto ko eh..

señorita lent me bunch of cds..ung mga rare na F4 vcds..nakakatuwa..nabuhay na muli ang dugo ko..tpos she gave me hk concert..kuha ng fan, at magulo sya sa totoo lng, pero kinarir ko un..ampoootah, ang ganda ng looking for juliet at i hate myself no.nya.. poootah, sana magkaroon ng original release..waaaaaaahhh..as i watched that clip..lalo akong humanga kay vann..tpos he sang bogoshipda(song sa stairway) pa..acapella..ang galing..tpos kwento pa nga sakin ni señorita na parang may isang nanood na hindi pumapalakpak dun sa concert tapos nung kinanta ni vann un, shet..napapalakpak dw..waaahhh..meaning ang galing nga talaga ni VANN..hahaha, nakakataba ng puso..bsta hip hop sya dun sa looking for juliet nya(naalala ko nga c blly crawford kc ganun din pumorma si billy), tpos punk sya sa i hate myself, tpos he played the electric guitar....galing promise..sobrang talented!!lalo ko syang minahal..tpos at the end pa.. he said: "MAHAL KITA!!" waaaah, nakakatouch..hindi nya nakalimutan tagalog words..hahaha..tpos ang sexy nya..promise..he possessed a body you can drool at..kaya naman mahal kita..
tapos sabi nya pa sa kanta(scandal) nila..."POP, lets get it on tonight." saka "POP, we got to battle tonight." hahahah..

-naiinis ako sa nanay ko, kc pinabutasan sa karpintero ung dingding kng san nakalagay ung malaking banner ko na may pira ma ni MIKE..busit talaga..naiayak ako dun..ung mga tinetreasure ko ayokong basta basta na lng nagagalaw or whatever..
ang galing ni mike sa game kagabi..tambak purefoods..first quarter pa lang na-outscored nya na buong team ng purefoods..22-07..11pts na sya nun..hahaha..bsta ang galing nya..ganadong ganado..papanuorin ko yan pag pumasok sila ng finals...para man lang ma-compensate ko sarili..hindi maglalaro ng buong season la salle this year..opening na sa sat..haaayyy..im gonna miss college basketball..at syempre ang mga b-ball friends ko..hahhaa..

2006-06-21T20:29:00.000-07:00

f4 mode muna..nakakataawa, pero ngaun ko pa lng mapapanood ang cnn talk asia..pinapanood ko sya ngaun sa youtube..(what kind of fan am i?!)

nakakamiss pumasok sa skul..galing kmi dun kahapon, magaayos ng thesis..pero nd pa rin naayos kaya babalik pa ulet ako maya..ksama si shane..

-parang nakita ko c ranny khpon pero nd sure, ang layo eh..palpak mata ko sa malayo..

2006-06-19T02:36:00.000-07:00

gusto ko ng magpalit ng skin, pero ewan ko ba nd ko maasikaso..bati na kmi ni brother, pero inaway na namn ako nung sabado..cnumpong na namn..hahhaa..

umalis na c kristel...at nalungkot ako nung say na paalis na sya at nagpaalam, pero ngaun ka-chat ko sya..wala pa ring nagbago..loka-loka pa rin..gwapo ng pinsan nya..hahahah..sabi ko akin na lang..

sa pork barrel(naka nite mode)
joel

zalin

kithetai

wala pa rin ako work, hahahah..pero ung sa sm gusto ko na ung offer..hahaha..run for my life lang pag lumindol at nagkatsunami, baka bumuka ang lupa..hahahah..ulol!!

naaliw ako kc magkikta na kmi ni marian dis week pag pnta sa skul..hahahah..japs..hir i am..wohooo...

natuwa ako kc lahat ng pics sa fone ko natransfer ko na..hahahah..natuwa ako..
nung mass with kon

with kuth

culminating activity

with jack and grace

donna and ce

c sir atienza(ako lang nakagawa nito)

swimming (jeep)

after swimming go sa tagaytay..

nung nagkita-kita kmi sa interview sa alabang..

kumuha ng grad pics

bf ko

na-ann's bday

rachelle's post grad celeb

namiss ko tuloy ang 4-3!!!

2006-05-14T19:58:00.000-07:00

waaaaahh...totoo na..although neto-neto lang nag-sink in sakin..pucha..la salle will not play this season..nakakalungkot..syempre, how can i cheer my heart out..pucha, parang naging sistema ko na uaap..pero sa isang banda ok na rin para maturuan ng leksyon..para naman nd lang isipin na un lang alam gawin ng la salle..i was looking for something the other day.. i felt it again, kc i saw the banner made by naan..the banner i used during dlsu's game with macmac still in the line up..i miss la salle at syempre i miss my friends..haaayy..eto ako, still bum..hahahah..ewan ko..i passed resumes ah..in fairness..tpos i went to interviews din..parang gusto ko na smart..sana matanggap ako..kaso napapakshetan ako sa receptionist nila..grrr..nd ko makakalimutan na pinag-antay nya pa ko kc im ahead of my sked..lecha buti sana kng may waiting area sa lobby..eh wala..manong pinaakyat nya ko..nung makita ko leche may seats sa taas..lintek tlga un..leche..bsat..ang ganda ng snow white taste of love..marathon ako ulet..hahahah..gan2 na lang ata gagawin ko sa buhay ko..hahahah..joke lang..magtatatrabaho ako..aim ko ata ung japan(vann's concert) khit impossible...hahaha..think positive lang.. in due time we are going to see each other, vann..just wait for me..promise ikaw lang...khit maraming sideline..nung mapanood kita sa maa..pucha, nd ako nagkamali ng pagpili sau..hehehe..girlfriend?!

im enjoying jap series..thanks to my friends..

2006-04-26T09:30:00.000-07:00

i need to put all my heart to find a job.. i really have to..my sister was putting on a pressure to me..darn, i don't want to enroll in a caregiver course and go to canada.. i really don't.. i made up my mind. i should do what i want and debunk the thought of giving in, in a one shot fabulous offer... and never let other people to control my life. this is mine. i am now ready to face the challenge.. i will start motivating myself again. i will start from scratch..

thanx to those people who never let me down.. love you guys..thanx shane and celine..thanx friends..

i will start passing resume tomorrow.. i will..promise..

cant wait to hold the cds from marian..

come on, popie..do your thing!! im gonna make it!!

2006-04-13T03:54:00.000-07:00

i went to alabang yesterday, masabi lang na pinuntahan ko..tpos ang saya kc i was able to see my blockmates..na-aan and jack muna paglabas ko ng cubicle ng cr tpos c len sa loob nung exam room, tpos c abby sa orientation room..pakshet pinagtest agad kmi, hirap ng mental chuchu..sabi na eh retarded ako..so last min ko na nagets ung ibang mga tanong. tpos interview na ewan tlga..tpos angtagal namin naghintay for the result. in short pasado ko sa pre screening tatawagan for final interview..pakshet, nd ako natutuwa, ako lang pumasa at na nd natuwa..

haaayy, my life is a mess.. ano ba mangyayari sakin..bumababa na naman morale ko..pootah..hay , naku..kaya ko to..wala lang mga epektos ko d2 kaya ganto ko..

2006-04-04T02:09:00.000-07:00

I miss bloggin’

Well there were so many things that occurred.

I am now certified bum, no longer a student but not yet employed..i don’t feel like working yet.. I just want to rest!!rest like there’s no tomorrow.

Oh..i already graduated, and there were so many dramatic turns. The very fact that I miss my block, I miss going to school too..
I graduated but I was bitter. It’s not right to hold grudges against people. But I am really hurt. You made me feel that I was worthless. Every after the chapter of my life(education),I am always like this. But this time, I was really hurt. My friends understand my sentiments, but why don’t you understand me!! I really hate you guys!!! I don’t deserve treatment like that!!! i think I will hold onto this forever. The people I really looked up to dumped me! I hate you!!!

After grad, I did some traveling. I done house to house. And I enjoyed it... That was really what I want to do in my life. To travel from one place to another. I went to my classmates celebration. I really had fun. There was an incident that I will never forget for the rest of my life. It was using one’s toilet even if the classmate was not around..hahaha.. I was so embarrassed!! We went to amadeo to attend na-anne’s bday celebration. But before that I slept at batangas, having attended malou and rachelle’s grad party. As I was sleeping in my way darn I felt something. My stomach was rumbling but I was still in tagaytay. So I hold onto that feeling up to Dasma. And I cant take in anymore, so what I did was to release it in robinson’s mall. Hahahah..afterwards went to meet some friends to go to na-anne’s house. So during our way there, I don’t feel anything but when we were already near, I felt the it again. I was rushing already to the house and as I approached the house I rushed in the toilet. It was an embarrassing experience. But my embarrassment experience doesn’t end there. When we were about to ho home, we had a hard time having a ride. We(gary, kc,junjun, jenny, krizel, Jacque) waited so long we joke joke around as we were waitng. But it seems that there was a rally and the transportation was paralyzed, but It was just normal day as they say. We walked for a while and nearly to mia’s house. Darn I felt the sensation again. No choice but to knock in her house, and saw her brother, we asked her if I could use the toilet and he said no problem. Damn, my friends were all laughing at me..i was so ashamed, as I saw mia’s mom. I just joke around that she will not forget me because of that. hahaha.. the day after that was our class outing. We hired for a private house and stayed there overnight,Damn!! I had the time of my life. That was really awesome. I really had fun. Even if I’m already tired because of my traveling galore!! We were liked kids, playing around. We had our videoke session up to the next morning. We swam like there was no tomorrow. We really had fun. Cracking jokes, dancing in front of the videoke machine, taking pictures, eating and etc. because of that I miss them more. After that, we had our misadventure in tagaytay. We were not satisfied with the outing so we agreed to go to tagaytay and roam around. Hahaha.. even if we didn’t able to go to the zoo and had our misadventure in picnic grove, we were so happy just being with one another. Took pictures even if were dead tired plus drained with the fucking heat, We laugh, laugh and laugh, courtesy of jun-jun, the emperor of the universe! Damn!! I love my block!! I miss you guys!!! The bonding was great, how can I forget you if you let my stomach aches whenever were together.

Tagaytay highland offered a work for me. But damn!! 249/day..haaalllleeeeerr.. not yet in minimum wage. i made a mistake. When I was interviewed I just said yes whenever they asked if its ok..if am willing to take overtime everyday damn, what was on my mind and I answered that. That was really small. Even if I am a fresh grad and experience is more important. I am willing to work like a carabao if the benefits are good. Damn, plus the people were like..huh!? I am not being so coño or judgmental, I don’t want to talk about it.good thing I was with a fellow senior and had a bonding time with them..

As of now I just enjoyed my stay in dasma!! I was really a bum. Just watch tv programs, movies and jewel in the palace, darn I didn’t imagine that I will enjoy watching it. But im doing a marathon with my sister already!!hahha..

I am not yet ready to search for job. My original plan was the work should look for me.haha..but it is impossible.. maybe when i am not enjoying my “bumness” anymore. But I have set my one s.m.a.r.t. goal.
* by mid next year I should at least finance for my own hk trip (or f4 concert) basta, I should have save for that. ( I envy those friends who just watched the hk concert and got a chance to have a close encounter with them)

I will really work hard for it!!

I am turned off to ranny!!! He is not a good basketball player. Waaaaahhh, ayoko ng puro porma lang. you should at least, prove something. Hahaha..what am I talking about..

pakshet..buhay na naman f4 veins ko..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8gLD1UzMAI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jBE0ehN7uA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R00l8DYZOIc
Chiao!!!

2006-03-15T06:29:00.000-08:00

ampoootah, graduation na!!!

miss ko na mga friends ko.. hay lav yah psy 4-3!!

2006-03-01T03:10:00.000-08:00

waaaahhh, pasahan na pala ng grades..tae ala pa kong practicum report sa sped..hehehe..bahala na..kaya ko to..tpos ung evaluation for, ko tae, naiwan ko pa..harhar..am i being so complacent?hahahah, im just enjoying..waaahhh, nd pa pala kmi nagrerevise ng thesis..agggrrrr..
*txt ni shane lumindol daw?!

ayun, bsta..im happy..kulang pa ko ng 1 day sa sped..nagturo ako knina..tae boklogs ko nd ko alam kaibahan ng pampubliko sa panrelihiyon na pardiriwang..d ba pag pista panrelihiyon?! pero pampubliko daw..hekhek..kahiya hiya..pero alam ko panrelihiyon un..paninindigan ko..

bsta ang sweet ng yuki bebe ko..promise..bsta kht nd sya sumusunod sa gusto ko ng madalas..love ko pa rin sya..tae, cradle snatcher tlga ko..haaaayyy, naexcite ako sa culminating activity namin..hahaha..pootah, retreat ko na sa friday..sana naman nd na ko maiwan ayoko ng magbayad ng 200, i went to cartimar..hahah..nainis ako, nd tlga practikal bumili ng nike shoes..kc pati sa mga bangketahan makikita mo un..sayang lang kng bibilhin ko ng 3k..haaayy, bumili na lang ako ng tsinelas..180lang..parang havainas..

i love heart yuki..

nahagilap ko..cute ni yuki & ako

2006-02-20T02:00:00.000-08:00

waaaahh, bat nd kita mahanap sa friendster..nakakainis ka naman oh..pero in fairness, pinasaya mo ko nung friday..kilig to the bones talaga ko..ok lang ikaw pa rin mr. besd ko.. i heart you..

ang wafu mo ranny, come to mama,

waaaah, pati c yuki...lol...

haaayy, paano ba kita makikita sa friendster..

2006-02-16T02:33:00.000-08:00

waaaaaahhh.. when i say im in bliss im really!!!waaaahhhh, i love sped..

ewan ko kng dahil lng kinikilig ako kaya ko gusto sped or dahil nag-eenjoy ako..tae, parang parehas cnabi ko ah..hahaha..

hahahah..cnigawan ako ni kuya as in ngaun lang..hahahah, masaya pa rin ako...

bsta yuki is so lambing..waaaahhh, kung alam mo lang kinikilig ako..kc ganito yan..early morning i was told to take charge in the class kc nabad trip sa knila c miss, so i taught them fraction, tae pero i supposed they really learnt ha, i thought he won't come because i was already finished discussing but suddenly he came from nowhere about 8 am. grabe daig pa college stud, 7 pasok nya pero dumadating ng 8.. after recess they practiced for tomorrow's affair, so the other kids were left and i was the one who took charge..after the practice he immediately went in the classroom then he sat beside me, as he sat beside me he helda pillow then he clung his arms to mine..poocha, ang sweet..tpos sobrang lambing nya lang nakaganun lang sya tpos he held my hand and he massaged it..waaaahhh, pootah, sana 18 yo. ka na, sobrang lambing nya..ganun lang sya, he went out for a while then he sat again beside me then he clung agin..haaaayyy, kinikilig ako, pero syempre kunwair nd dapat ganun maramdaman ko lalo pat nakikita nung classmate nya..*evil* me..hikaru is that you..haaaay, tpos ginagamitan ko na naman kc sya ng extinction, so ayun habng nagbabasa kami bahala ka jan nd kita iintindihin..at umeepek tlaga...hahahha..eto ang climax..after the class parang i was the one who insisted for them to practice average joe, wala lang gusto ko lng pero nd masyado halata!!i went out then i watched those who played soccer, sosyal d ba, pero may nagsosoccer khit cemento lang ang ground nila...naaliw ako kc ang gagaling nung mga bata..so balik tayo, so they were practicing tpos he danced so bad, la lng parang walang gana na ewan ko ba dun..aba tpos maya-maya shucks, eto na..shumow down na kay elmer(the great dancer)..waaaaahh, cguro he caught me looking at elmer tpos i was cheering pa..so ayun shumow down na,i forgot the song pero rock the chenelers..ayan na..ang cute nya, as i've said ayaw ng mga boys na nasasapawan cla..tpos ayun na,tae ang cute nya tlga he danced welll namn din pero i didnt like his footworks its because the shoes were not that bagay..arte ko!!
tpos ayun ang cute tlga ung parang show down na sagutan tlga..ang cute kng may cam lang ako kinuhaan ko na un..pero syempre nd ko pa rin pinakita na na-impress ako..so ayun i was laughig at cholo kc promise shumoshow down din sya..haaayyy..kilig tlga, sana bukas shumow down ulet
cla..pero sa totoo lang i volunteered to be elmer's manager..hahah, galing eh..vumevertical pa..tpos ayun nd pinapansin ok nga eh, para nagpapampam tlga,...effective tlga..after that i was talking to ms. chavez, i told her that yuki was this and that..tpos she said oo ganun daw un, mamasamasahihim ka tpos panay ang dikit sau kc ganun din daw sa kanya un dati..pero eto pinakamalupet..sabi pa daw minsan..."MA'AM, IWAN MO NA ASAWA MO, MAS POGI AKO DUN." nawindang ako dun, nd ko kinaya...poocha, ako sdabihan mo ng ganyan, papatulan kita..hahahah..kahit wala akong iiwan..hahahah..nasisira na ulo ko ata...haaayy..

bukas, pootah yoko kaya mag-sayaw sa harap, tuturuan ko daw ung kinder..tae, nakakhiya, pero kiber, ala ng dapat ikahiya or ikatakot pa..ngaun pa na ang saya ng buhay ko...

bukas coronation night ng mr. & ms. besd..hahahah, naghahakot ako ng makakama..immoral support!!i am planning to make a banner..hahahah..manic!!!

ang cute ng reaksyon ni tackey ko d2...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sa1ywmTmp-E&search=hideaki%20takizawa%2C%20tackey%2C%20takki%2C%20TxT%2C%20taki

2006-02-13T05:05:00.000-08:00

anong dapat kong maramdaman? nd ko alam..hahahaha.. happy but quite sad..wakekeke.. i lost my wallet, 4k+ cash, plus the wallet areound 5k .. i literally lost 5k plus the memories in there.. i don't know, how it happened..but i know it i lost in the tricycle as we headed to bayan..as i remember that was the last time i opened it..nakakahinayang!!! the word so to speak...autograph pic of mike, bsb ticket, ids, cards were in there..plus the wallet was given to me by my friends during my 18th bday..gosh, i love that wallet..it never gone out of money..haaaayyy, sa panahon ngaun, i dont expect to be returned to me..at least nothing happened to me..

but early this morning..damn, i had the time of my life!!!we were absent in mental because required "daw" kmi mag-join ng mental health awareness week..waaahhh, damn..we felt that our time was wasted..nothing special happened, even the attendance was not checked..that was so called required thing..but suddenly i had the time of my life.. in the CLA grounds..mr. and ms. BESD contests were introduced..damn..my ichik was one of the contestants..damn, i was cheering my heart out.. i looked like a mama sang..hahaha..bading na bading..sobrang landi ko so to say!! ang gulo ko tlaga knina, tpos i went to him and asked him to pose for pictures, pictures as in plural..hahahah, ang landi ko..nung una kc nd ako nasiyahan, tpos ung second waaaahh, i shook his hand..pootah, bahala na..dont care if you have a girl or wat.. i just want to make the most out of my senior year..my last year as a student..i asked his name and said mine..damn wat the hell i said..as he mentioned his name he said po at the end.so what i told him was im MAMA PRELL...damn, mama..hahahah..shit. ang gago ko tlga..hahahah..anyweys, kinilig tlga ko promise..gusto ko na makuha pic namin sa cam ni shane saka ni binay..hahahha..pero poootah, may nakalimutan ako itanog.. i forgot to ask his no. or his friendster acct..damn, stupid me..anyweys im trying my luck to see him in friendster but as of now nothing..i dont even know how to spell his name..but pronunce as RANNIE hahhaha..hahaha, pootah, nawala ata lahat ng hiya ko sa katawan..

valentines day tomorrow..damn..im gonna spend it with yuki..hahahah..humanda ka sakin tomorrow..hahahah..manyakis na bubae ako..hahahah..waaaahhhh...

HAPPY HEARTS DAY!!!
20 years na kong single ah...hahahah..rannie come to mama, at least the age is close...unlike yuki, i would be accused as craddle snatcher..

i love tackey.. i watched hatachicon..pootah, khit payatot un..mahakl ko un, ang lakas ng dating nya sakin nung nag-mix sya..waaahhh, i love you!!!

nd ako nagandahan sa SOS, pootah, badtrip..hikaru is my love!!rannie and yuki as well..

*kablag*...im so elevated!!!life is so beautiful!!!
im going to watch the coronation night.. im goint to cheer my heart out for rannie..

can somebody help me find him in friendster..

2006-02-09T04:10:00.000-08:00

waaaaahhh...i love life!!!ewan ko pero nd ako sure kng dulot ba to ng pagkakatapos ng thesis o dahil dahil nakuhaan ako ng 450ml na dugo o dahil yuki held my hand..hahahha..ang daming nangyari..

ok, i didnt expect that we will have a good shot with the thesis..fuck!!! we had 98 as our individual grade..tae!!! hahaha, the defense itself was the same as the proposal, they just gave so many recommendations..hahahha.. i thought that we would be doomed cause they were asking us like, where was the verbatim of the interiew chenelers.. so we cant answer it, cause we neer did that..thank god ms. aguilar saved us from the lioness..hahahha..we were really nervous, but after the deliberation...shucks..ang taas ng grade namin...makisakay ka pa..we're no longer breathless..but still no idea of what our paper grade..

nung gabi something happened, pucha, nagcollapsed c tagactac..shet, namumutla..parang patay..natense kming lahat hanggang isugod sa ospital, the following day, ok na,he went out of the hospital, dehydrated lang daw...the following day he already went to work, then he collapsed again in the washroom.. so he was admitted in umc..then he needed to have blood transfusion, 3 bags..kc mababa daw hemoglobin.. so ate called and asked me and the peeps in the neighborhood to donate blood, fuck natakot ako tlga,kala ko ligtas na ko kc pagdating namin ng hospital sarado na blood bank..pero kinabukasan natuloy, ampoootah, ang sakit...ang laki ng karayom, naramdaman ko talaga..i looked so stupid, i was crying and laughing at the same time..lol, i just told the nurse that i somehow has a borderline personality disorder, it took so long for me to fill the bag..kuya rey even finished ahead of me..tae, he filled the bag so fast, he was telling me to move ny hands..MOVE my hands, it hurts..it really hurts!!!!so how will i do it!!!they were laughing at me!!1 bag that will be transfused to him has an equivalent of 3 persons as a donor..
*as of 9:17 pm today, we still need 15 persons to donate...

waaaahhh...ang ganda ng araw ko, c yuki nagpapacute sakin, hahahah..poootah, my extinction approach to him was really effective hahahah..well, he's making pa-cute na parang lambing..hahahah..i loved it!!!it was so cute, i was giggling...i looked damn stupid..smiling..my manic look..*kaboom*, they were practicing their dance for mr week, then i sid elmer was good..he was really good..great dancer!!!and yuki was beside me , he then said.."NO MATCH!"hahahah...boys will be boys..ayaw ng nasasapawan.. he then stand up, and did his harlem moves..waaahhh, he's so cute..but still elmer was the better dancer!!lol..he was already sitting beside, when i said "bahala ka!" waaahh, effective tlga!!! he will then said "hindi na ate, hindi na!!" with matching holding my hands..yuck..ang cheapanga ko..maniac-kin daw ba ung bata..walang malisya sa bata pero sakin meron..hahahah*evil*..waaahhhh, come on..chase me,yuki..habulin mo ko!!!!

i have my SOS!!! i want to play all my tackey video simultaneously!!!i want it!!!!

im free!!! so sure that i will be graduating!!! i will be graduating on march 24, 2006!!! mind you, 2006, march 24!!!!yahoooooo!!!!!! i had my toga measurement already!!

i turned down john clements, ang taray..well, they dont like me to be reseked to the day i want it to be..sobrang kahiya na kaya sa sped..

2006-02-02T02:07:00.000-08:00

we're done with our paper..and we're ready for defense!!!hahahaha, monday pa din ata sabi ko ready na ko..hahaha..basta kaya ko to..kaya namin tong lusutan..aja chong!!!

ang sarap na ng buhay after ng defense!!!ang luwag na!!wait for me...ilang ilang araw ana lang, matatapos na paghihirap namin..isang araw gigising na lang ako na nd na kelangan magpasa ng ganito ng ganyan, magreview para sa ganito ganyan..im gonna be free...

st. john baptist de la salle, pray for us..live jesus in our hearts, forever!!

2006-01-30T05:23:00.000-08:00

waaaahhh, john clements texted me..no not john himself , i really dont know him..a person from john clements..john clements is an agency that scout graduating students for possible employment after graduation..lj, suzanne and malou already got in..i didnt expect that i will passed the initial screening..well what happened was this, last semester they gathered all the 4th year students and gave exams to us..it comprised of tests in math, english, and computer..so then math was my enemy so i was doomed then, but english was quite easy, computer was, hell, i dont know mema lang..so then after the exam, interiew followed, when i was interviewed mema lang din, tpos i was going around the bush, i just laughed again, haha,my answers sucked!! anyweys..after that typing test followed..hahaha..they measured how fast we typed in the computer..i was an average user then, hahaha..so i didnt expect that i will be called for another interview..anyhoo, il try my luck then, sayang naman din kc d ba i didnt put much effort so why dont give it a shot..
i was kinda nervous because knowing myself, tamad akong mag-isip sa mga interview or something..poootah, ano na naman ang kalokohan na gagawin ko..anyweys i still have two weeks to prepare and to practice my tongue..
speaking of shot, i think i gave my best shot for our thesis but apparently there is still missing..hahaha..infos gathered are not yet enough to justify the statement of the problem in our thesis, so it was kinda big problem but we ended up having the solution still..so we had to administer another test..but we are pretty confident.. i was confident, i was telling shane that im so excited to do the defense already, i really am, pero kulang pa pala..so ayun nedd for more respondents..this time totoo na, nut we were advised to do something para may lumabas na..hahaha..kaya to..

i finished watching forbidden love..waaaahh.. i loved it!!!ganda promise!!!i love you takizawa hideaki!!!

2006-01-28T21:47:00.000-08:00

im now loving japan dramas/jdorama..thanx to zaizaiaddict for introducing me to jdoramas..she gave me the forbidden love series of takizawa hideaki...damn, i love the story as well as tackey..homay gawd..promise..tackey is still young in that series but seems that i like him most as a young one..joke..he's so cute..craving for more series of him..

2006-01-26T00:35:00.000-08:00

gusto kong mag-hong kong..poootah, pangarap ko tlgang makapunta ng disneyland pero mas pangarap kong makapanood ng concert ng f4 sa march 20-24..pero pooooootahhhh...isang malakas na poooooooootaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.....graduation pala namin ng march 24..isa pa nga ulet..isang malakas na poooooooooooooooooooooootaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh...paano na ang mga pangarap ko..parang naihipan na nman ng hangin ang pangarap ko na pagkatibay tibay..ang saklap..although nd pa naman sigurado na makakarating nga ako dun dahil dadaan pa un sa isang masusing deliberation pero syempre ayoko mang umasa, umaasa ako na makakapunta ko dun..mas umigting na nga lang pagkakagusto ko nung malaman ko na 4 will be having a concert there,saka isa pa..1st tym ulet after 2 years at na magsasama sama cla ulet..that would be a blast..haaaayyy..sana tumama ako sa lotto..nangangarap ako ng gising, sabi ko pagtumama ako sa lotto, nd ko kukunin lahat miski half, kukuha lang ako ng pangpunta ng hong kong para sa concert...although pag asakin na pera nd ko na maiisip na hk lng gusto ko baka i-stalk ko na cla habang buhay..haaaaayyy..how could i go there, payagan man ako..how pa rin ang tanong ko dahil graduation day ko un..pero naisip ko fly agad after ng grad, wag lang gabi ang grad..hahahha..popie mangarap ka ng gising..mangarap ka!!!!!!!!

feb 3 na defense..hahaha..we're doing magic yah know...

two consecutive meetings kong nd nakita c yuki, ang lungkot tuloy ng sped ko...pero kinikilig ako hahahah...ang mga m.r. nagagandahan sakin..hahahha..tae, sana nd na lang kayo m.r. hahaha..pero in fairness pati c maam agustin din..hahahha..maam sana nd yan epekto ng 17 years mong pagtuturo sa sped..hahahha..yuki, miss na miss na kitapoooootaaaaaaaaaaaah, nababaliw na ko...

may gusto kong kanta sa album ng bsb ung climbing wall...la lang cute lang ng boses ni nick dun...
pengeng pera!!!!!

a night with BSB..

2006-01-20T18:39:00.000-08:00

oh my god..that were the words i just kept uttering last nyt..it was one of my favorite night...i didn't expected that the coliseum will have that number of people..although it wasn't jampacked(1/4 was not occupied) still i saw the bsb spirit was still alive..

i left mental i thing 4pm, i was with shane and we were about to go to g4 to meet some respondents but unfortunately i was not able to see them because i need to go to the venue..in fairness that was the first time that i didnt come early to fall in line..so i went there around 7 pm and met with my friend(with her sister)..sumingit na lang ako..there were so many people outside the coliseum so i said wow, mukhang madaming manonood..tpos ngulat ako kc there were too..so parang nakkatuwa cla..hahaha.when we were inside whenever the bsb clip was flashed my god people screamed and i kinda have a goosebumps..hahaha..
it was already 830 when the program begun..my god..this is it..they were stepping down dun sa hagdan sa may stage...the first song was the call..waaaahhh..sigaw to the max, tpos they were dancing..waaaaaaaahhh sobrang total performer...kinikilig ako ng sobra..nick was so fat..but in fairness he moved fast and he danced so well..hahahhaa..i love him...tpos sobrang harot nya..parang syang batang may adhd..promise, nagpapagulong gulong sa stage tpos talon ng talon..waaaahh..i love you nick, tpos kevin was so handsome..parang lang natutulog...(yuck taglish na taglish ha) ang cute ng porma nila ni aj, parang tokong tpos mahabang medyas tpos naka-chuck ata..basta ayun, ang gwapo ni kevin tpos ang kulet nya rin,lahat naman cla eh, pati c brian saka c howie, pero walang tatalokay nick na arang kumain ng 1 sack ng asukal..sobra tlga i love you nick..hahah..that was also the first time in my concert history na there was no front act tpos concert na todong ang daming kanta..promise, ang saya..ibang iba compare sa mga concert ng f4 d2..tpos there were gisrls beside me and they were talking about f4 na parang nd cla gagastos ng 20k just for them, samantalang they cant understand the lyrics..pootah, nd ko na lang inintindi kc maha-hi blood lang ako..anyways..basta,lahat ng favorite song ko kinanata nila...ung the one, waaaahh..shit i like that song kaya..bata pa ko.. tpos all i have to give waaaahhh, with the hat as props..waaaaahhh, naiintindihan ko na kng bakit may nkikita kong fans na naiiyak kapag ka nanonood ng concert..waaahhh..tpos ang kulet kc parang kakaiba ung beat nung mga kanta nila..tpos nag-as long as you love me saka quit playing games, i want it that way( song na kinakanta ko nung umaga pa lang habang nagkukulitan kmi sa mental)....waaaaaahhh...sobrang daming kanta 20 plus ata un..poootah, parang bgla akong natauhan na shit ung ibang kanta nd ko alam ung lyrics..shet dati kabisado ko to lahat ah...parang ganyan na ba ko ka sobrang pre-occupied sa mga asian papa ko at i forgot about them na..my god.. the concert was really great..sobrang enjoy ako,kc total performer tlga cla, waaaahhh..thay danced, they sang live.. they have their own band..waaaaaaaaaahh..sa totoo lang kinikilig ako..after taht we went home, we looked for doublev and friends but we didnt see them...kaya un kulang pa rin respondents..i went hoem with a big smile in my heart...

i love you bsb!!!!!ur my no.1 boyband!!!

2006-01-19T02:25:00.001-08:00

waaaahhh..bsb na tomorrow..hahahah..so excited..hahahah..mag-isa lang ako mangangarir..hahaha..syempre nd tlga pwedeng nd, susko..bata pa ko fan na nila ko..

waaaahh..close na kami ni yuki..hahahah..ung batang crush ko sa sped half pinoy half japanese..nd sya autisitc or something..may learning disability lang sya..waaahhh..nagdidikit na sakin ung bata..basta, natutuwa ako na kinikilg ..hahahah..yuck, cradle snatcher are dating ko..hahah..basta, dati tlga ang aloof nun, pero ngaun,nagtatatabi na skin..hahahah...nd nya alam kilig ako..hahahah..pero promise..ang cute nya..tpos parang knina, napagalitan sya, tpos naiyak..eh kc naman asaway naman tlga ung batang un, sobrang spoiled brat..so ayun naawa ako nung nakitang kong nagpapahid ng luha..grabe tlga ang tigas ng uo tlgang nd nya ginagawa ung utos sa kanya..tpos matampuhin c loko..kelangan, aamuin mo pa..pero ang cute pag inaamo na sya, sumusunod naman..ang cute..waaahhh..yuki...ako aamuin kita parati..hahahah...basta tpos thimik lang sya pagkanapapahalitan daw..basta ganundaw ung batang yun..basta, masaya na ko basat magdidikit ka lang sakin..hahaha..enjoy ang sped dahil sa knya..pero like ko tlga ung sa morning class ko na mga bata..ang kukulit pero mas masaya, kesa sa mga pootang inang mr na yan..hahahahha, joke..basta manonood ako sa mr week nila..hahah aabsent ako sa mental..ay mental pa ba kaya ako nun?basta papanoorin ko clamagperform....hahaha..i like him, sobra..gusto ko ng pic with u yuki..hahaha..tpos nice din naman ung mga ibang bata dun..c frankie, ang batang maasahan..saksakan ng naughty pucha, pero matalino naman, lalo na sa math..tpos c justine nabgla ako pootah ang galing magbasa eh parang kakaiba sya eh, parang bopols..joke..pero nd wala tlga sa ichura..tpos ung kambal dun na walang ibng ginawa kundi maiyak pag inaasar cla..hahah..tpos c topher na saksakan ng kulet..define kulet tlga..basta madami cla..i want to take pics of them..hahah..especially yuki..nice namn cla..dun sa mr namn makulet, nd mauto..bad trip ang tigas ng ulo..kelangan ng behavior modification..poootah, pag napikon ako sa inyo..kukutusan ko kau eh..c joshua ang sweet, nd ko nga alam kng anyak o sweet lang ba tlga sya..pag-uuwi na yayakap sya, tpos alm mo ba parag aamuyin pa ko..hahah..pero cute sya, ang taba,kso ung mukha nya parang nd pambata..basta ang taba nya, tpos nakakatuwa sya kapag kumakanta ng my toes, my knees..hahahha...

makikipagmit pala kmi sa respondents namin tomorrow saka sa sat..
sobrang haba na nito..nobela na..bye for now..

i like hideyuki suzuki jr., hahahah..lol..*-*

2006-01-19T02:25:00.000-08:00

2006-01-16T02:39:00.000-08:00

hahahah..i just had my first patient..literally first patient as an intern in ncmh..hahaha, we had fun..hahahha..what happened earlierwas this..when we arrived at pav 1. the c.i. told us to study wais-r coz there would be an out patient that will undergo testing..like the usual day, we just talked and talked..we just talked about what happened to their retreat,then we tried to study wais-r when we just feel to do so..hahaha..then, two men arrived..shane first saw them, so we just said who are they..but before hand, the c.i. told us that the patient was 16 years old but tall..so we didn't mind it..when they arrived we just said, ah cla na cguro..shane noticed the older one as cute..but tall..actually the two were really tall..our patient stands 6'1" and just 16 years old..then, when they approached our c.i. our c.i. went back to us and appointed me to administer the test, hahaha, why? she just said that because im big too..hahaha..can't see any connection..hahaha..so i just said, why me? but i insisted that i go with a partner during the test administration so there you go..she intorduce him to us(me and shane)..we were kinda tensed because it was really our first time to do testing professionally so to speak..hahaha, professionally daw..we made mistakes pero we just laughed at it..hahahah..shane had a love at first sight to the older brother of the kid..hahahaha..she said she really loved him...hahahah..in fairness tha brother was kinda cute, the younger too..hahaha..they are both chinito and tall..
if ur going to ask what was the result of the tests, ell it shoud be disclosed..should be kept confidential..*-*

one (un)lucky day!!

2006-01-13T17:53:00.000-08:00

poootah, naiwan ako sa retreat...poootah tlga..naiyak ako..sobrang down tlga ako..ang maiwan ng bus during retreat or reco ay masasabi kong isa sa malungkot na pangyayari sa buhay college..pootah tlga..5:30 pa lang gising na ko..pero ewan ko ba pero nakatunganga lang ako sa kama, parang naisip ko pa rin na ang tagal namang umalis sa lasalle eh, tpos namalantsa pa ko kaya ayun naiwan ako..nasa 711 ako sa highway tumawag c shane sakin tinatanong nya kng nasan na ko kc paakyat na daw cla ng bus..so nd pa ko tense nun kc medyo akala ko hahabol pa ko, pero kadiwa pa lang ako paalis na cla, sabi nya balik na lang ako ng gate 3. so bumaba ako balik ng gate three..pero poootah, natrapik ako sa may kadiwa..tang ina tlga, tawag ulet c shane sabi nya nakaalis na daw cla, tpos kinausap ako ni lj nakaalis na nga daw, nsa harap na cli ng hsc..pootah, kc daw nd daw ako nadatnan sa gate 3 kaya umalis na daw..pootah,gumuho mundo ko..paano na ko.. tpos sabi ko itanong kng pwede sumunod, sunod na lang ako ks o nd na daw pwede kc baka may mangyari daw sa akin nd daw sagutin ng skul..poootah ..nalungkot na ko tlga, tpos paiyak na ko..tumawag c shane, shucks, umiiyak na ko tlga..kainis tlga...tpos umuwi na lang ako..tpos dun na ngiiyak na ko sa ate ko..poootah, baket ganun...pero,alam ko kasalanan ko rin naman eh..paano na ko tuloy, cno na makakasama ko sa retreat..ibang college na ata..ang saklap..nakakainis kng kelan last na, skaa pa ko nabulilyaso..habang nagiiyak ako sabi na lang ng ate tara punta tau sam, bilan na lang natin ng regalo c em, sa totoo lang para kong bata nung marinig ko ung sm parang khit pano na uplift spirit ko..hahahha...parang gago tlga ko, tpos ayun nagthreadmill na lang ako, pang wala ng lungkot, after nun nag marathon na lang ako ng sad love story..sabi ko na lang sa sarili ko, may shengwa pa naman ako at least mapapanood ko na sya..napasaya naman ako ng ginawa ko kc kinilig ako ang gwapo ng other guy..c jian yu..tpos nag-sm kami, bumili na lang ng jeans, tpos kumain saka bumili ng cake c ate..hahahah, shumopping kc naiwan sa retreat sabi ko kay ate, hahah, pampalubag loob..tpos ung pagdating namin marathon ulet..
eto pa, tpos sabi ko nga parang maypremonition ako na nd ako makakasama sa retreat, kc nung gabi eh d nanood pa ko ng sad, tpos magpaplantsa na ko, poootah,nagliyab ung plantsa,so un..nd ako nakaplantsa kaya nung morning pa ko plantsa, naghiram c ate..tpos un nga nd na ko nakasama..haaaayy..ang lungkot,pero may mga classmates ako na nd nakalimot..thanx kc, na-ann, mia, and garry..syempre pa c shane..u proved me wrong chong..
ang childish ko tlga ganun ganun lang mga pangyayari ko sa buhay... mababaw lang , tpos ang mga solusyon ko sobrang babaw lang din..ive learned my lesson...

saka kaya rin cguro nd ako pinasama ni lord kc may affair kmi sa bahay, bday nga ni em, ngaun..kaya ayun pampalubag loob ulet..hahahha..

2006-01-10T03:04:00.001-08:00

laugh trip sa sped..promise i had a good time during the morning session..i was in a class na halo-halo..ld, mr, add, adhd..nung morning..promise ang kulet nila pero nakakatawa tlga..cant help but to laugh my heart out..

afternoon session was kinda serious..kinder tpos mr..medyo severe cases cla, may cerebral palsy pa nga ung isa eh..medyo serious kc strict din ung teacher..

pero all in all..i hella enjoyed the training..; )

2006-01-10T03:04:00.000-08:00

backstreetboys is coming to town...

2006-01-09T02:30:00.000-08:00

i just found out last monday that bsb will be having a concert here in manila, i feel so stupid coz shane told me that it was being promoted since october of last year already..but my golly..where on earth i am, and didn't even heard that..the ad really made me relived my high school days..those moment wherein i got to fall from where i am sitting..i really looked forward to watch a concert of them..i really wanted..im one hell of a bsb fanatic..those kilig moments when i got to see a glimpse of them..
mind you..during those times i just watched concerts in vhs..nd pa masyado uso ung vcd..see how primitive that time was..so whenever studio 23 has a feature presentation of them, i really went head over heels...im going to watch the concert, that will be on the 20th of jan..even if im in gen ad..i will..i will show support to the first boyband ive fell in love with...

today is my first mental day..hahahah..i just left foorprints on national center for mental health..my fisrt time to set feet on that institution..nothing much actually..we just had our orientation..we were assigned to what pavillion( zonta/shang rila kami)..the ci taught us how to administer wais-r..i was at the hospital too early, 7:15..i was the first la sallle student..hahaha..skul bus was late..they arrived 8:30..sobrang nakakahiya..we just thought that, that was the reason why la salle was kinda had a bad reputation at the hospital..i just found a new place(the mental itself)..that was mental...im not saying that it would be a fun place to me..what i want to tell is i just been to a new place, discover a new teritory...hahha..ang gulo..

mike had a good game last night.. i love mike..

2006-01-02T05:35:00.000-08:00

waaahhh, nalulungkot ako..magcoconcert f4 sa hk sa march 22-24..waaaahhh..gusto kong mag-ipon, mag-ipon to the max, pero impossible kong makanood nun ng ipon ko lang..as if..anong mararating ng maiipon ko..poootah..waaaaahhh...ang mga kapatid ko malamang nd ako bigyan lalo pat baback out ako sa gusto nila...pooootah, saka mukang nd na cla nagpapramdam na ok nga un...waaaaaaaahh..what should i do...oh my f4...i wanna watch!!

we arrived from cebu last 29th..ayun..nalibot ko halos buong bisaya ata..we went to different way noong pauwi na..sakay ng apat na roro..
toledo-san carlos..tpos banaybay namin ang negros occidental..wat can i say.. hang ganda..poocha..i love nature..tpos bacolod to ilo-ilo...ilo-ilo to caticlan...punta sana ng boracay, bangka na lang andun na kami kso ung mga pamangkin ko ayaw..leche..kainis, minsan lang un..caticlan-mindoro, mindoro-batangas, tpos uwi na..

enjoy ako sa byahe, saka dun sa mga katakot na lugar..hehehe..basta ang saya ng bakasyon dahil sa byahe..tara na byahe tayo..

pootah, wala pa kong skul, at gumagawa pa ko ng accomplishment report..ampoootah..dae pang ek-ek eh 35/day lang naman ako dun..

2005-12-23T23:36:00.000-08:00

im still here in cebu..well, ang saya, enjoy ako kc tlgng provinsya galore..
i loved nature..umalis kmi ng 19 ng gabi tpos dumating kami ng 21..ang cool uimakay ng barko..hahaha..tao na ko tlga...alis kmi ng cavite mga 7 pm tpos nagferry ng kinabukasan mga 12pm sa matnog, part pa daw un ng bicol..ampootang ferry yan, syet kahilo kc maalon, pootah natakot pa ko sumakay kc naulan naisip ko baka lumubog..pero ok naman i just sat for about 1 hour tpos nakatulog, tulo pa laway ko..ampoootah..hahaha..il post pics tlga..pic galore din kami nung mga pamangkin ko..tpos after ng ferry drive ulet nasa samar na kmi, sa bayan ni cecil...afterwards mga three hours ata un nakarating na kmi ng pier, tpos sasakay na kami ng barko ulet para makarating na ng cebu proper..medyo natagalan kc nasiara ung van, tumagas ung oil. so we had to wait pa mga two hours..akala nga namin maiiwan kmi ng barko..sabi ni ate kng nagkataon daw ibabyahe namin un ng tulad ng from cavite to bicol..pero we made it..ang cool sumakay ng barko..promise..enjoy, nd na sya magalaw tulad ng ferry..12 hours kami dun tpos 8 am the foloowing day cebu na.. i got to see mactan bridge, tpos we went to magellan's cross..tpos punta sa kumpare ni bayaw..tulog galore muna dun..tpos nung gabi na two hours ulet papunta sa bahay na nila..probinsya tlga sobrang payapa..tpos the ff day busy-busyahan na..courtesy call sa mga kamag-anakan..hahaha..nd pa lkmi nakakabalik ng city ngaun..d2 kmi sa toledo ngaun courtesy call sa biyenan ng kapatid nya..hahaha..isa lang masasabi ko..poootah, ang hirap humanap ng computer shop..kaya c onie buryong na buryong na..wala daw ragnarok..tomorrow sa beach kmi ksama ang mga kamag-anakan ulet..duguan na ilong ko kc wla akong maintindihan sa cnasabi nila...ampoootah, pero ok lang laughh trip lang kmi ng mga pamangkin ko...ang kukulet namin...

wala kming ibang ginawa kundi pumicture..hangsaya!!

MERRY XMAS, Peeps!!!

2005-12-16T22:37:00.000-08:00

whoaaaa... vacation galore ako..we will be going to cebu.. we will leave on monday..road trip tpos RORO..sobrang exciting..thats one reason kaya ako napasama..makakapunta ko sa different places..kakaibang experience to..excited na ko..

yesterday, we went to prc near st. paul, we bought psy tests, syempre nanggulang na naman kmi ni shane, pero early morning..i went to pse..i gave my evaluation form, and i need to get the certification..sad to say i will still go back for that..kc ba naman, accomplishment repost was needed, i was not informed for that..i was planning to do it on the spot, but i had to meet up with shane at cubao..so what i got was the evaluation lng..seems that na-harass nga mga tao sakin dun kc parang last minute ako tpos cramming pa ang dating..so ayun natuwa ako kc everyone was nice..ms tin helped me out with the accomplisment report, as well as ms. liz and lovel..na-tiuch ako kay ms. liz, kc she was really busy but when i asked for her help, she really helped me out..tpos they kep asking me na mag0jt daw ulet..hahaha..after we bought the materials, i headed na dun sa quezon ave, i was waiting for a taxi but bullshit..walang available...so what i did was rode a bus, tpos i walked na lng..syaks kapagod..tpos un nga medyo malabo nga na matanggap ako sa pcmc, kc puno na daw..grrr..popoblemahin ko pa yan pagbalik ko..haaayyy, tpos we went to divi appointment with my sister naman..hahaha..ang grabe ko noh, lagare..tpos poootah nahilo ko..namutla daw ako kc ang init tpos gutom ako..literal..pero ng makainom na ko ng c2..hahaha..parang umokey lahat..ampootah, magic c2..shopping galore naman kmi ng ate ko..

ngaun paalis na ko, pupuntahan c lark para pag-exam..about the thesis pa rin..

tomorrow naman sasamahan ko c onie mag-anak ng binyag, kain galore un kc sa cabalen..eat all u can..hahaha..halatang patay gutom..

bakasyon muna bgo mamoblema para sa ojt...

MERRY XMAS TO EVERYONE!!!

2005-12-09T02:09:00.000-08:00

talo la salle grrrr..tpos riot..grrr,yoko tlga ng blu

poota..kaaway ko ojt na lalaki..basagan na lang ng muka..

buti masaya ko ngaun..tpos na pala ojt ko..nagpabilang na ko ng time..hahaha...yipeee!!!

happy weekend..

2005-12-08T03:32:00.000-08:00

i was not able to watch the ateneo-lasalle game..y? busy with work..cramming for hours to finish my ojt..plus i thought that it would be hard for them wothout me..its thursday and checks are released thursdays..another thing was that they were dead serious busy!!! so the fact that it will be counted to my time and i was able to help them out pa..i was late ms tin told me that the people were really looking for me!!! meaning they really need me..they keep telling that they want me to extend my training there..but i really wanted to rest!!! but i really am flattered hearing those things like: they wanted to hire me na..extend ka pa...

then i heard that the other ojt will come on monday tpos i will teach her daw..hahaha, oo ba, wag lang oracle!!!

miss na daw ako ni ms tin!!

xmas party

2005-12-06T16:09:00.000-08:00

i had my first corporate xmas party last nyt..my original plan was not to go, but i thought "sayang"..food, ska ung laugh trip na gagawin ko..(usual things i do with my friends..so there you go, early morning everyone was so busy...they really put so much effort with this party, well they said naman tlga na career daw tlga pag party..there was theme every party..last year's was 80's and this year was something magical...they were really funny, everyone has costumes..tpos they were rehearsing their presentation..group presentation tpos competition sya..ang cute laugh trip tlga pati ke ms. tin..laugh trip ako sa kanya..sama ko d ba..kakaiba sya kc..speaking of her, bonding day namin kahapon..i was her "p.a."..wala lang no one helped her out, so i was the one, ska i decided naman tlga to go becos i want to see her presentation..funny tlga mga costumes nila, i didn't expect it, ung mga college students nga minsan tamad mag-effort pero cla, galing..parang students na parang bata na tlgang excited sa costume party..aliw tlga ko..

hahahha...it ended past 11..then ms tin drooped me sa shaw..i saw her boyfriend, ksama rin namin c ms ellen..katuwa tlga...sarap food...pati ceo nakacostume..galing..pero fig c ms tin lang rep..

ang mga papa's nagkalat..pero nd naman madami ung mga crushes ko lang..pero c ramon nd ko nkita trading cguro un..

tpos nga pala mang raul gave me a rosary ska ung booklet ng novena..touched ako..ang bait nya tlga..tpos ung mga jani saka guards, nagperform din..nakakatuwa, parang aaaayyyy...katuwa tlaha.like ko cla, saB ko nga pagyumaman ako kukunin ko cla eh..bait nila..saka galing cnama cla party kala ko nd eh, kc bka by agency lang cla.pero nd..katuwa..

2005-12-05T03:13:00.000-08:00

i cut my hair again..so its short again, but my ofismates recognized it and they kept telling me that im blooming, beautiful, and look-like a lady...hahahah. i love those compliments..hahahah..

tomorrrow will be the xmas party..hahaha..they invited me for that, but im still thinking if il go or not..but the catch here is ms tin will be the imang turned beautiful in the fig presentation...hahahah..she does not like to..in fact the two of us planned that we will not be attending, but she was forced to..hahaha, she will be borrowing my gown w/c i wore during my junior prom...oh well, hope that it is still in good condition, she doesn't have anything to wear eh..

5 more working days and im off with the industrial setting but ms tin said she will miss me..touch naman ako..hahaha..they continue to bug me to extend..hahahah..sorry, i need to rest and i need to do my thesis..i think il be absent on the 8th il be watching the all star game..

last friday i met up with donna at glorietta then we ate at kaya..wala lang korean galore lang, nagfeeling lang kami..hehehe..then we went up and down of stairs sa mrt looking for a bus to ride going home to dasma, basta we had walkathon...tpos i was not able to have ds, poor me...

kilig mode..

2005-11-30T21:24:00.000-08:00

waaaaaaaahhh...shucks, manic na naman ako...kilig mode pa..waaaahh..ang mga crush ko pakalat-kalat...waaaahhh...may nagbayad ng photocopy tpos nagpa-or, name nya julius a. cervantes..waaaahhh...crush ko sya..hawig ni cuarto bebe...tpos c liit..hehehe, nakasabay ko sa elevator, second guy who let me go out first in the elevator..waaaahhh...kaso maliit sya para skin na nman..tpos ung crush ko sa atg..waaahh, ginawa ung pc ko d2, as usual i brought virus again to the pc, pero thanx to that virus, was able to talk to him..ang tagal, tpos basta kwentuhan haahhaha..habang ginagawa nya pc kilig mode ako..

pero c julius, kakadaan nya lang waaaaahh..he looked at me again..hahaha..balik ka julius,,san kaya sya..guest lang id nya eh..haaaaaayyy..anyhoo, at least i know his name..kaano-ano nya kaya c atty. cervantes..

haaaayyy, happy shalala its so nice to be happy...

last night i was able to eat my first puto bumbong for year 2005!! sarap, sabi ko ke papa ngaun ulet..

manic state na naman ako..haaayyy..

2005-11-29T20:49:00.000-08:00

what a morning for me..today is bonifacio day..holiday was moved last monday..but then, there was a program earlier at monumento circle..all routes were closed..it ruined my day actually..heavy traffic, no jeep to ride to, i walked from victory to monumento circle..that was really annoying..it really went up to my nerves, plus and plus, the rain was pouring!!!agggrrrr...luckily i was able to ride a bus and happened to have a seat..thats my only reward i had..

bkit nd nagprogram nung lunes at bat ngaun pa na nd na holiday!! ampoootah...gloria sucks, why did she announced monday as holiday, but then people get stucked today..sana lang nagbigay sya ng order na magprogram na ng monday and then today would be an ordinary day..

and what do you expect..i was 10 mins late for the office..grrrr..again..yesterday i was late too..

today is mang sammy, and leo's despedida..this is their last day..meaning i will no longer see them tomorrow and the succeeding days that il be there..they ordered food at max's, so i happened to have a free lunch too..

last week will be lmy ast but i still have to come here next next monday to fill the missing days(holiday)

i really like mang raul...he's so nice, funny and a true gentleman..i envy her wife..he is the only person who let me in first in the elevator..he always say "ladies first".he's fun to talk to..i like him...seems that i like older guys ha..well..

i like this song by eamon..its not the message that i like but the melody...i really like it!!

fuck it(don 't want u back)
eamon

Whoa oh oh Ooh hoohNo No No
[Verse 1:]See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel
[Chorus:]Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
[Verse 2:]You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with meFuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you backOh oh
Uh huh yeahOh ohUh huh yeahOh ohUh huh yeahOh ohUh huh yeah
Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.It hurts real bad,
I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
Oh ohUh huh yeahOh ohUh huh yeahOh ohUh huh yeahOh ohUh huh yeah[Until the end]

2005-11-27T01:10:00.000-08:00

we went to divi yesterday, i was with my sis and his husband..they bought gifts for her husband's relatives and his ofismates..by the way, i wanted to go with them when they go to cebu on 17th of dec..just to have an experience, to be in a far away land..amp..hehehe..i asked my father already and he approved it but i still have to ask mother because, she may not approved it..as usual i am the one who will stay to help them out..anyweys, i just prayed that she will say yes..

i'm here to tell my story about my divi escapade..

they went home as i went to school..they were about to go to banawe and planned to go to divi for gifts..after my class i straightly went to ride to divi, i was early so i just bought pirated cds of mine, i was looking for DS but unfortunately none in divi mall...so they were already waiting for me to the agreed meeting place, but holy cow, so many people and i was stranded..i was hurrying my way out..because knowing my brother-in-law, medyo tae un..apparently he did not act like shit..so from there we went to bangketa to buy shoes for his relatives..they were able to buy i think 13 pair of shoes for a very very low price..after that we headed to 168 mall and from there we bought gifts for his ofismates..we stayed there for a long time, because they bought so many clocks..hehehe..as they were busy doing that, i was also busy looking for accessories.. i really enjoyed it while talking to a chinese national as i bargain for low price..hehehe..nawindang talga ko..kakaiba sya..only to find out that he was not talking mandarin..hehehe..but i enjoyed it..

after that i got to see ds but fuck it wasn'y a dvd copy yet..pirated na sobra to say so..fuck..

that was the only the reason i went there, to look for ds and april snow but i run zero..sigh..

anyweys i enjoyed buying accessories naman..plus the chinese whom i talk to..il just wait for the dvd copy..

2005-11-24T16:39:00.000-08:00

nakipagbuno na namn ako..this time nd lang sa mrt kundi pati sa bus..i mean always naman both pero iba tong umaga na to..walang masakyan at late na..so ayun sumakay na ko sa bus na naguumapaw..grabe, un ang second time ko na sumakay ng bus na todong puno na nasa harap na tlga ko, at halos nd masara pinto..pucha,,ung first nung kami dati ni kitte..tpos ayun sobrang puno tlga, buti na lang nakachamba at nakaupo din ako ilang minuto lang...
tpos ang hirap sumakay pa ng fx..agrrr..

haaay..tpos ayan siksikan sa mrt, balyahan...pucha napapapraktis nga ako ng husto eh..todo..ayan praktis para nd lelembot-lembot..

at eto pa, bad trip tong leo na to..ang epal, pilit ba naman akong binovolunteer sa xmas presentation..ulol..inang yan.inaway ko tlga sya, sabi ko bat nd ako mag-volunteer, pinipilit mo ko..ang epal tlga kaya pa ayaw sa knila ni miss..aggrrr...nd ako sasayaw dun noh..c aeron pinipilit nila payag un sugapa sa grade un eh..hahah..bahala kau..

3 weeks down na ko..hahhaha..2 more to go..

bebengot ako paggawa ng resibo..

bumili ng dvd player c kuya mon, ayan may dvd na kmi sa baba..dvd galore na kso nd pwede ng weekdays kc ang mama ko at c lola primetime drama..nd ko naman kakayanin magpuyat these days noh..kng puyat ako eh d nd k kakayanin makipagbuno sa mrt at bus..

at eto pa, nung isang araw may estudyante na kausap c papa..tpos nung nsa bahay na kmi tinanong kng anak ba daw ako..tpos tanong ba naman daw kay papa..buntis?! duh..poootah wish ko lang noh..pero nakaka-offend ah..ang taba ko kc tpos sabihan ako ng buntis ah poootaah, ganun na ba ko kataba..inang yan..pag nakita ko tlaga ung tao na un nd ko iwan ng buhay un..baragan ng muka..

2005-11-23T03:30:00.000-08:00

waaaahhh..poota, madugo ang araw..bad trip yang electric type writer na yan..so much, ilang ulet akong gumawa ng resibo..tae tlga..5 times akong umulit...bahala cla..basta ngarag sa ofis knina..tpos kinukulet na naman nila ko na mag-extend..hahaha..patawa ba kau..ano ko bale..hirap hirap jan..inang oracle yan..saka isa pa nd ako sasali sa xmas party nyo..ano gagawin nyo kong tanga porket trainee..tae nyo..tae ko pala..

waaahhh..wed na namn, sa friday sana makanood na kmi ni donna ng april snow sna lang showing sa mega, kundi lagot ako ke donna, kahiya eh sasadyain pa nga ko ng ortigas..waaahhh..saka excited na ko kay byj..waaahhhh...

tpos kanina, grabe, i was warned by one of the employees sa pse, she said to me na i should not apply for a job in pse kc wla daw akong mapapala..grabe daw..bulok daw ang sistema..ok naman daw company pero ung org grabe daw, wlang kwenta..syempre d ba hearing those from some1 who works there for a long time syempre disturbing nga naman un..so ayun na nga, khit iabsorb nila ko pag-iisipan ko pa rin hahah..nd baka ano for experience lang, wag lang mabakante..hehehe..bhala na...kaya ko to...

2005-11-21T05:56:00.000-08:00

waaaahhhh.. i got my grad pic already..hahahah..ang lahat halos ay masaya sa kinalabasan ng grad pic..waaahhh..ang ganda ng mata..talgang inchik ako..hahaha..

hahahah..talagng pinangangalandakan ko na ang ganda ko jan..narcississtic at that..

may ksama na pala kong ojt..lalaki c aaron, at least me kausap na ko..nagpunta ko hr kanina nkiepal..pootah, parang nakakahiyang mangulet dun..nd na nga ako mangungulet dun..

pic sa swimming namin..

2005-11-17T16:04:00.000-08:00

my day hasn't start yet pero nacra na..kala ko pa naman oracle lang magpapacra..pero mali ako kanina sa bus as usual siksikan tpos nakatayo na ko tpos there was this lady na natapakan ko tpos parang she murmured na parang ano ba yan..so gumana na nag ego ko, na nahimlay ng ilang linggo na kng inyong matatandaan, lumabas ng muli ang mga sungay ko..so i told her, "sorry ha, siksikan eh..nd ko cnasadya!!" sarcastic ang dating i didn't know kng paano na interpret un ng mga tao..baka akalain nila i begging tlga pero ho cares..nainis ako sa kanya tlga..poootah, mag-isip ka nga kng ayaw mo ng nababangga ko , ntatapaka or something eh d bumili ka ng sasakyan mo or mag-taxi ka,jan ako na babad trip eh..ung tipong ur in a public transpo tpos aarte ka na parang ikaw lang nasasaktan..poootah..ang kitid ng utak...kaya ako kahit na nabubunggo ako oks lang basta i just defend myself kapag todo na..pero ang umarte at magreklamo..ay poootah, muka nyo..may kalalagyan kayo sakin..

bad morning pero i should start it right!!(",)

2005-11-17T05:03:00.000-08:00

sabi ko na eh..duguan ako sa inang oracle na yan..25 pages nakakasampu pa lang ata ako..poootah..ang skait sa ulo maghapon ko syang ginagawa..ewan ko ba..bahala na mali mali na nga ata mga nos. na na-encode..poootah, sabi ko nga lalagnatin ako sa hayop na un..hay naku..tpos 6 na ko naka-out kanina..ampootang yan...hay naku..ang thesis nmin, hanggang ngaun nangangarir pa rin kmi..poootah, bc bchan...wala ng panahong manlalaki..hehehe...

sbagay wla naman akong nkikita wafu sa pse..hehehehe...

knina nagpakain sa ofis..poootah, sabi ko na eh, eh bait ko..leche bat ba ang sobrang bait ko..c eco loo a like knina..eh d kainan na, tpos she was looking for rice eh i was the one holding the plate with rice tpos ba naman nd ko alam kng bakit ko binigay na una sa kanya..pooootah, ang kakaiba ko..nd ako makapaniwala..pooootah, eh nd ko nga sya feel tpos knina nagkasalubong kmi sa cr tpos chika ng onti..poootah nung pauwi ako napa-babye pa ko sa kanya..potah, ano ba pop!! what the heck is happening to me..ampoootah...

tpos they were looking for ojt..natatawa ko ang sobrang ngarag nila..galit galit na nga daw muna..dami kc nilang trabaho..cge after grad, kunin nyo ko, lakihan nyo sweldo ko mga 120k ok na ko dun..poootah c FEL ang laki ng sahod nakita ko cheke nya...

friday na tomorrow..tpos na ang second week ko..hayuuuuuuuuuu..

waaahhh...sat na naman, makikita ko na naman oppa ko, c inchik saka c cuarto my loves..sana na lang makuha na namin grad pic..

meron akong pimple na isa..poootah, bad trip...

pinakilig na nman ako ng mamang to...hay, mahal kita!!!mwaaahhh..
-gusto ko na ganyang bracelet..ung kahoy...

2005-11-16T03:33:00.000-08:00

i hate that fucking oracle..poootah, sakit sa bangs...grabe 25 pages ungipinagagawa ni miss lhe..hay..ang buhay ko tomorrow madugo..first page lang nagawa ko knina kc late nya na binigay..

kumain kami kanina ni miss tin, breakfast tpos chika galore kmi..sbay kmi umuwi knina,haha..i love her, shes so nice, unlike the others..at eto pala..knina i was reading our thesis then biglang sumulpot from nowhere c miss tae1..tpos she saw the thesis..eh may title page tpos she asked knino daw un, sabi ko mine tpos parang she said na ano yan puro mga jologs ba yan..ahhh bullsjit ka..nd kita ka-level..ur rich nga pero tae ka..who the hell are to judge..its not about kajologsan at all..ah bullshit ka, wala kang alam..agggrrrr..basta naasar ako sa kanya..

tpos c tae 2 na kamuka ni miss eco bad trip ako dun..i hate her voice pootah arte pa..agggrrrr...eh d ba nga bago lang ako sa oracle tpos i was assigned to do a task nga dun d ba, tpos i taught c miss lhe nasa likod ko so i was talking tpos when i faced backward tae sya pala so parang napahiya ako kc i was talking talga na parang addressed kay miss tlga tpos when i saw her face..poootah parang sarcastic, nag-sorry pa nga ako..pooootah, ang bait ko tlga...bkit ba ko nagkakaganito...ina mo!!! ayoko kayo..the feeling is mutual...

tpos nagtiangge kami ni miss..haha..naculture shocked sya skn kc naman ayoko sa mga masungit na tindera..basta ganun..bonding kmi ni miss..araw araw naman eh, sya lang naman tlga kausap ko eh.. i bought a jacket pala..200php lang..ang mahal ng mga accessories dun.. divi na lang ako..

2005-11-15T03:29:00.000-08:00

wakekekeek...wala lng...close na kmi ni miss tin..hahaha..feeling ko lang un..joke..nd nice lang sya tlaga natutuwa ako sa kanya!!! mabait sya..sya lang talga matyaga kumausap sakin saka magturo sakin..hahaha..miss salamat may kausap na ko.. this is my second week..hahaha..haggard pero ok lang..ok lang tingnan mo nga panay ang haha ko..nababaliw na ko..baka next year ako na pagaaralan ng mga classmates ko sa mandaluyong, haha..

kanina, i was filling those fucking papers again, tpos napadpad ako dun sa cabinet na malapit kay miss lhe..she asked me hanggang kelan daw ba ko..sabi ko miss 5 weeks, i asked her y..i asked her she already wanted me to go away..haha..nd daw, she wanted me to work there for three months daw..hahaha..y kaya..
a. magaling ako( kahit bobo sa excel)
b. expert mag-file
c. no choice kc walang tao..

khit ano pa un..flatttered ako, knowing na nd ko forte un..
tpos eto pa..c may magleleave tpos ako palit kay miss thess kc sya papalit dun sa leave, ampoootah..secretary sya ni boss!! poootah, anong katangahan gagawin ko dun..sana nga nd na matuloy kc i heard na they were reqeusting for a reliver or a new ojt..parehas advantage sakin un, may ojt na kong ksama or nd ako magiging secretary!! ang saya nun!!!

wala lang..basta nag excel lang ako knina..duling na ko.. nd ko tlga gusto un pero in fairness, na-refresh mga nerves ko regarding that!!

haaaayyy..kontng tiis na lang popie!!!

thesis pa pala!! ok lang aja to!!!

ikaw na magkaroon ng inspirasyon na ganito!!! ayyy, ang sarap ng buhay!!!

my VANN and only!!

2005-11-14T03:15:00.000-08:00

my weekend was so great!! i met my classmates again...seeing them is more than enough!! grabe, i was talking non-stop last saturday..i told you i was really deprived for about 1 week so what do you expect...riot!!! i missed them..sobra...pero i was late in my first class..tae noh i woke up 8 am..that was the time of my first class..natawa ko sa sarili ko..pero kc they were not in t he room.. they were in the other room so i got lost.. tpos i was with jess pa..cnama ko pa sa katangahan ko..nd ko kc nkita ung note sa board...

so ayun nga, sarap chumika!! the best..i love my classmates tlga!!

we were informed that we could already get the grad pic..so we were excited..syempre naman noh..we ate first tpos we headed to the west..hahahahah... satuday was my day!!! first i saw my inchik!!!! poootah ang gwapo with matching aviator glasses..pooootah, eh ang lakas kong tumawa nung moment na un..feeling ko dinig hanggang west halakhak ko...pero grabe..kinilig ako..ang wafu nya...kso maliit sya para sakin..pero ang laki ng katawan...so ayun, lakad na kmi..then all of a sudden, sumipot c oppa..ahaha..swerte tlaga..ang bilis maglakad, pero oppa pa rin...tpos when we were already at the west..guess who i saw..my god!!! c cuarto bebe ko...waaaaahh..my goodness..kilig na kilig ako.. e approached us..my golly i dont know what to do that time..kilig ako..the smile..waaahhh..my goodness..y do u have to smile that way..i saw him handing a red form, tpos stupendeous popie..i asked whom that reg form was..then he said.." kay misis.." poootah, bat ko ba tinanong..pero ok lang, nd na tulad ng dati na naglulupasa y ako..masaya na ko..ang smile...waaaahh..the best!!!sad to say we were not able to get the grad pic..half day lang cla tpos may class na kmi agad..ah pootah, sana kinuha na lang namin, khit na late kmi, alang kewnta namn class.pero in fairness, na-shocked kami hah..ung thesis namin ipapass na ung evise next monday..hahah..poootah, nakakatawa..eh nd nga namin inatupag nung bakasyon un..actually nd nga bakasyon kc naghanap ng co., hay naku..nakakawindang..nd ko na alam kng paano pa pagkakasyahin oras ko..my golly..paano na...

masaya ko t oday khit wlang kausap sa ofis..ok ako masaya ko..i love it..ang cuarto ko!!

pootah, napanod ko laro ni mike kahapon..tungaks na..y kaya..kahit pa love ko pa rin sya!!

c yah!!!

2005-11-09T04:26:00.000-08:00

waaaahhhh..pagod na naman ako..kelan ba nd..

early morning, i was doing nothing, i was just sitting in one corner, sobrang bum talga..did some errands(going to different depts. for papers) then before lunch, i did some of miss tin's paper then after lunch, i was bombarded with papers again..stapling the bills and sorting it!!!that was very tiring..3pm i went with miss thea..i requested her to expose me to the hr things, and she agreed naman..and it seems that she is willing to help...she administered tests to the applicants, she taught me how to scan resume, how to check papers..the tests were similar to those ive learned from school, different names nga lang...then after an hour i went back to finance to finish the papers..nd ata pumayag tao dun na iextend ako with miss thea..so i finished it and met nga with donna..
me and donna met at mega, then she bought clothe..she came from jobstreet, she looked for possible company there and fortunately she already had for the practicum..then we talked and talked and talked..i told her how deprived i was not having someone whom i can talk to in the company..then, i was talking non-stop na pala...but i really feel good talking to her..i miss my blockmates!!! i miss going to school, i miss bumming around!! i miss talking to my friends.. i miss laughing my hearts out!! i miss staying at kubo at talk and talk about anything!!! i really miss going to school!!! i can't even go online, unlike when i am in school i can even do my thing ehether in lab or in ers whereas in the workplace, im already in front of the pc but still guarding myself not to touch that!! how poor!! sobrang feeling ko tlga ang bait ko... saturday would be a riot!! thats for sure..everyone will be busy talking..

3 things ive learned today:

riding fx without going down and crossing..(shaw)
using facsimile
using xerox machine

* i dreamt of ajushi!! hes my bf in my dreams...compensate myself...sarap pa sanang matulog pero kelangan mag-work...

= i like miss tin..shes nice..

first day funk

2005-11-07T03:24:00.000-08:00

ampootah, nakakapagod ang aking first day..

at eto pa...late ako ng minutes..hehehe..poootang mrt kc yan...ang lupet!ang sarap pasabugin!!grabe, first morining ride ever ko un, at grabe, ang daeng tao sobra...survival of the fittest!1

tpos nung nandun na ko, aba halos hours pa ko ng-antay, kc may nirurush daw sa finance!!

ayun na ininterview na ko nung head..poootah, nd na naman ako handa, mema na naman ako..bahala na..tpos umokey naman..

poootah, ang unang pinagawa sakin, mag sort ng check according sa date saka series no., nakakaloko ang sakit sa leeg, tpos nun lunch na, after lunch ginawa ko na agad un, nagkita uli kami ni ate sonia, kso layas na agad sya..

so wla akong makausap!!walang trainee na maka-bonding!!poootah, feeling ko tuloy ang bait bait ko dun..parang mahinhing dalaga!!ako lang bata dun at ako lang pinakamalaki!!!

bsta, ayun pinatawag ako sa mga supplier..poootah, un pa naman pinaka ayoko..making fone calls..bullshit, kinakabahan ako katabi ko pa si marie, tpos bulol bulol na..ang pa ko f ang f ko p!!bahala na, natapos ko naman sya, tpos nag-encode..poootah panay no., at excel ang gamit!!ahhh, bull shit!!!lahat ng ayoko nandun...no., fone calls, excel..

tpos ayun, nagsort, nagfastener ng mga resibo..poootah, clerk na clerk!! ewan matapos lang to..cguro nd ko un forte!! well, too early to tell..enjoy nga daw eh sabi ni ms. lhe!!hay miss sana nga at sana nd sumakit ulo nyo..

nung tinanong nya nga ako regarding may strengths..poootah, sabi ko malakas loob ko risk-taker..aba poootah..un lang meron ako..tpos weakness, sabi ko pasaway ako, matigas ulo..bahala na..tanggap na ko eh..

nakakapagod magbyahe..napababa nga ako sa nd dapat kong babaan..basta nakakapagod, kahit ganun lang ginawa ko..

at eto pa, i met the presidnt..hehehe, wala lng cnama ko ni miss thess..dun daw kc ko madalas na uutusan...at nkita ko na ung nakikita ko lang sa tv, ung stockmarket board..hehehe..wla lang natuwa ako..

2005-11-06T01:00:00.000-08:00

wala akong maisip na i-blog, pero may 2 bagay akong katatawa na nakita ngaun..

ung kuya ko saka ang tatay ko nakipag away, kc gan2 un pumara ng taxi c kuya tpos nakasakay na clang maghubby, bglang may sumakay na 2 so bumaba cla tpos ung isang tao bumaba rin so, hinrang ni papa, tpos may narinig ako na parang blag, kala ko cnapak ni papa nd pala binatukan lang daw ni kuya, kunukulit ko nga c papa, tinatanong ko bat nya binatukan, nd nga daw sya c kuya..heheheh..wla lang..natawa lang ako pero c pudra nanginginig sa galit!!

tpos may mga mama bumaba sa trike tpos ung isa natumba, nagulat ako sakato un paglabas ko ng pinto ng shop..lasing pala tpos ung mamang trike, nd nila mabayaran wla palang pera naubos cgro pang-inom..haaayyy..nd kc nagtitira pang-uwi eh, wawa sa mamang trike..

dumating c bading..tinour ko sa mansyon namin..

start na ko tomorrow!! aja!!

2005-11-05T01:18:00.000-08:00

ampootah..hehehe..start na ko ojt sa monday..waaaah..kinakabog ako..ano kayang katatawanan ang maggawa ko dun..hahaha..excited and quite nervous, thats how i feel..hahahah..
inang yan, ni isa wlang tumawag sa pinagpasan ko ng resume, buti na lang tinawagan ko c ate sonia...waaahhh.. nd daw pala ko matatawa gan ni thea kc sobrang dae daw work..hahah..feeling ko n ga basta cnabi na lang ni ate na magstart na ko..hahaha...ofis gurl na ko..pootah nd bagay...basta, sna matagalan nila ko..dadaanin ko na lang sa hampas saka lakas ng loob..

haaay..aja! aja!!!

ang yummy ng katawan ni xander(sgch) panget lang muka maraming bukil-bukil...pero ang gwapo ni marvin, nagmarathon ako ng sassy..actually nd na marathon, forward dorward na un, hinanap ko lng ung mga ep na-miss ko saka ung mga putol!!! i love mong ryong!!!

2005-10-26T03:09:00.000-07:00

pawnyeta!! ang hirap maghanap ng pag-o-ojtihan..anak ng...ang hirap tlga...dhil sa ojt nd ako maka-blog ng maayos..i hate it!!! ampoootah talga!! nabuburaot ako...knina i went to pse, kc nga d ba..sabi ni ate sonia, ok na daw..so ayun nga i woke up ng 5:30 tpos umalis ng mga 6:30 ata un..so ayun na madali naman ang byahe..poootah, ang daeng tao sa mrt!! ang sarap sumigaaw ng may bomba!!!poootah, para lng maubos cla sa tabi ko..tpos ayun na bumaba ako ng shaw, at dhil nd ako familiar dun, patanga tanga ko!! patawid tawid!!poootah!!para kong gago, may nagsabi dun ang sakayan ganyan..may nakasama pa ko na mga patanga tanga rin, wlang guts ang mga mokong...tpos nung nd ba kaya ng powwwwers ko sa traffic aide na ko nagtanong at nd naman ako napahamak!!tapos ayun na, palakad lakad sa naglalakihang bldg..sa loob ng pse..poootah, nd ko alam kung ano papasukan ko...may west ska east, tpos ung guard na cnabi ni ate soni, tae naman mukang masungit..basta ang tagal ko dun nag-antay..hanggang sa matapos na at matawagan na nya c ms thea, tpos umakyat ako tpos nagsagot ng application form, aba poootah, may essay..habang nagsasagot ako nagtetext ako, tinatanong ko sa mgaa friends ko kng ano isasagot ko..aba, buti c jov tinulungan ako..waaahhh..i lab yah jov...tpos ayun ininterview nya ko, bahala na, taglish..pah alam kong dudugo na ilong ko tinatagalog ko na..hehehe, nd nya nga lang ako mapeplace sa hr kc naubos na daw funds nila para sa ojt sa hr dept, pwede pero sa ibang dept..sabi ko nga khit wla na allowance basta gusto ko hr kc kala ko tlga dapat dun tlga un pala pwede naman pala..parang ang nagyari pa nga ako pa ung ng turn down, so saB nya didiscuss pa nya ke boss manager tpos tatawag sya sakin, the next day or ung pinakalate eh next week..tpos i went to makati, nagiwan ng resume sa kung saan saan, bahala na..ampootah..pero pag tinawagan ako sa pse pse na ko..i was advised by sir ken to grab it na...sabi rin nung mga friends i should be after the name..so ok, dun na nga ako..

past events..nd ko na alam sunod sunod nyan..
---nag divi ako, i met zalin and will sa jip..hahaha..tpos i met bading sin tpos divi galore kmi pero he went home early kc c jov inutusan wala tao sa bahay...my princess d na ko pero nd ko pa napapanood...namimili player nila kuya..
---nagswimming ang familya sa batangas
--nag-enrol nung 28 tpos nkipyesta kila lenlenie sa trece..
---naki-eb with tsinoy friends...waaaaahh..ang kukulet nila, sobrang saya..natuwa ako ke tita beth..hehehe, shane pag tanda natin ganun tayo heheheh..
---pagkagaling sa overnyt ila donna, gumimik kaming tatlo ..ako, c zaline, saka c kithe!!dapat marami kami kso ewan ko ba sa mga animal na yun, nagartihan..well, its there lost..bonding kaming 3 ..puntang libis..pootah walang tao..lunes ba naman gumimik kami..so we end ups lang sa seattle's best..dun lang kmi nagkulitan, nagtawanan, nagkwentuhan at naglaitan..kami lang tao sa loob, ang kulet namin..ung mga coffee na ininom nila nd masarap, so niremedyuhan namin..ang kulet tlga..tpos nagdecades kami sa timog..poootaaah, panay oldies, marami ngang tao panay oldies naman..ay pwet, nagkulitan na naman kami..saglit lang kmi dun tpos uwi na..poootah, sa susunod nd na kmi gigimik ng lunes..inang yan..tpos inantay pa namin c will tpos we went to zalin's plcae kc nga no dough sya naiwan nya so she had to pay me..
---nagpunta kila donna, bday nya..poootah videoke galore..ang kulet ni viri, sakit ng tyan ko kakatawa
---tpos na proposal defense..poootang kabog tlga to the max nung una, tpos nd kami nakapractice ni shane..ok naman nd naman cla nangangain, ang bait nila..pero may napagalaman ako..kng baket mababa paper namin....ampootah...taas ng individual grade namin..pero ung group..tae!!

2005-10-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

ampooootah!!!bket ayaw nyo kong tanggapin!!!mga ulol kau!!!!PSE na ko ngaun..ina nitong mga to!!!mamatay ko...

ang dae kong kwento..next week na lng!!!bc bchan..babalik pa ko ng skul!!!

HAPPY BITHDAY, NANAY!!! WO AI NI!!!

thank you po, papa god!!!for giving her to us...salamat po..sana po pahabain nyo pa buhay nya...86 years old na sya...pahabin nyo pa po!!!

2005-10-14T06:02:00.000-07:00

waaaaahhhh...tpos na ang formal class, last week pa..pero kanina lang natapos ang totoong sem....haaaaayyyy...last sem ko na un, na tlgang pumapasok ng klase..next sem..ojt na....pero nd pa tpos ang delubyo...ampoootah, proposal defense na namin sa tuesday..pooootahh..suicide na!!ano ng mangyayari samin..nd pa tlga ok na ok ung papel namin..nd pa ko satisfied..pooootah..kinakabog kmi,poootah, nkailang balik kmi sa dept knina pra tanungin c miss tungkol sa thesis namin na sa totoo lng nd namin maintindihan..ampoootah, kc namn noh, ginawa nyang kumplikado..ang gusto lang naman namin malaman kng bakit patok sa pinoy ang asianovela, pero dinagdagan nya pa ng personality profile...waaahhhhh...basta, sabi namin ni shane nd maccra pagkakaibigan namin..waaaahhh..bsta...

nagbigay nga ng sample questions poootah, nd namin masagot..

bkit survey ang gagamitin nyo..
sagot namin: para po madali...(poootah, syempre nd to uubra, eh un naman tlga reason namin eh para madali)

ano naman kng malamn nyo profile whats the connection..

s: miss, nd nmin alam kaw lng ngsabi na ilagay personality...

eto lang ata alam namin..

bket nyo napili topic..

s: syempre po personal choice..obvious ba miss..addict ka ba...

waaaahhhh..bsta. carry yan, kaso pag tapos ng defense nd pa ri bakasyon, dahil hahanap pa kmi ng trabaho..una ang industrial, poootah, ibig sabihin nun, pupunta kmi nung company tpos screening eklabuh..tae, ano na nmang kalokohan ang gagawin ko dun..kala ko namn bsta cla na magpaplace syo pili ka lng dun sa list nila wla ng sreening un pala ung mga list na un pili ka tpos puntahan mo ksama ng endorsement letter mo...poootah, eh d epp attire pa dun..lang hiya!!

hanggang dec 16 ung indus..tpos another 200 hrs ulet para sa clinical at educ peor next year na cguro unn..so after ng indus, kelangan na nmang paduguin ang utak!!ah poootah, good luck sakin...wala na kong social life..pero bago ang lahat magre-relax muna ko...

calling my animal friends...tara na, byahe tayo..ek na!!!

pootah, ang daeng controversy ng la salle..ung tungkol sa nang forged ng papers..pero inis ako ke korina, bsta masyado nyang pinagduduldulan na kaya raw binulgar kc kesa iba pa makaalam, at ipagdiinan na mayabang players ng la salle..tae dun din sa players ng ateneo nayayabangan kmi(mar roxas was from admu)..ang mangyayari isusurrender ung title nung season 67 pati ung runner up ngaun....poootah..naghirap c macmac dun...waaaahhhh..pero rules are rules..

bsta khit anong mangyari..i still bleed green!!

mahal ko pa rin la salle!!!ANIMO LA SALLE!!! dito tayo masusubok!!

2005-10-09T21:23:00.000-07:00

nakakaburaot..walang office ung pc..tae tlaga..ako lang nagreformat!!avhievement to..

ok, eto na kasunod..nung tpos na, ung mga taga feu..nag-amok, they threw garbages from the gen ad dun sa mga nasa baba na apparently crowd ng la salle, tapos may ng tear gas, may umaaway sa mga alumni saka sa mga batang taga-zobel..ang skwater tlga..mas skwater pa sakin..skwater to the nth power..poootah panalo na,umaasal tae pa..tpos awarding na, kami ni will hanap kay zalin, umupo muna kmi sandali para tingnan ung ceremony...waaaaaaaaaahhh..i saw isip, hugging her mom!!!syet, ang bait mong anak, tpos nakaakbay lang sya sa mom nya...waaaahh..mahal na naman kita...gago!!lulumpuhin pa kita..ina mo ang galing mo...basta natuwa ako...ang bait nya..at wala akong nkitang asungot..good for me!!pero kahit pa meron nakamove on nako...

tpos nung lumabas na kami kc pinapatay na ung ilaw, may nkasalubong ako girl...marami cla may mga kasama sya..she looked at me in sarcastic way..tipong mula ulo hanggang paa, na parang cnasabi nya na ano ka ngaun...tae ka..ulol ka ba, ang liit mo lang!!matapang ka kc may kasama ka..ako kahit wlang kasama matapang ako...nagkataon lang na marami kayo at paniguradong kuyog ako dhil nga mas asal skwater pa kau sakin..ina neto..titingin pa!!!nagkataon lang na marami kayo tpos ang kasama ko pa eh c will na lampahin!!!ichura mo!!!skwater!!!

so ayun kumain kami, nagpalipat lipat kc wlang bakanteng makakainan hanggang sa nauwi rin kami sa mcdo, nakita ko pa c jp dun...he introduced me to his friends, tpos nauna na cla..basta abg tagal namin sa mcdo kasi wlang gustong tumayo at magpaupo samin tpos ubos pa pagkain, walang kain..so spaghetti ska manok lang kami..so ayun chikahan lang kmi to the max...at napagkasunduan nga na mag e-E.K. kmi next week..ampoootahhhh..makakaalis na kami sa wakas after two years!!!

pooootah..intant celebrity ang mga tamarraws ngaun..tae kayo!!!skwater mga estudyante nyo(generalization ba ito)..basta nd ko makakalimutan ung gago na un na nagmumura at naka dirty finger pa na sumusugod sa mga la sallian....ina mo!!!!skwater!!!

ang kulet ng ang paboritong libro ni hudas!!panalo.. i liked it!!!
ganda rin nung movie na tuesdays with morrie, sobrang touching!!!

paalam na, kelangan ko ng maligo at pumasok..inang yan finals na..poootashhhh..defense na next week, ang dae pang butas ng papel namin..ang hirap ng walang office!!!

waaaahhh..wala pa rin akong css...basta mamaya kayo sakin....chong thesis natin!!!

bday ng tatay ko ngaun!!!!

MAHAL KITA, AMA!!!

2005-10-07T06:17:00.000-07:00

first place kami sa play..poootah..ang lufet..ad lib lahat..ang kulet ni gary..tpos frizkon bagged the best supporting actor..feeling ko nga pampalubag loob kaya kmi ang firts kc halos lahat doble or more than pa nakuha..tapos, bgla ina-aanounce ni miss na we could decide kng may klas pa kami the ff day..syempre ayoko, at ayun nga wala nga..

this is it!! thursday na game two na ng finals...so ayun na nga, wala gustong sumama sakin, so sabi ko tlga pupunta ko kahit na anong mangyari manonood ako..i txted zalin at will kc nagpapahanap or nagpapabili na ko ng tiket kc pahirapan na nga..tpos ayun na nga after ng counseling, fly na ko..so umuwi lang ako tpos palit ng gang green, nung nasa bus na ko, nagtaxt ung friend ni jun na sports editor ng hf..c jp ...ayun nga, tense na ko kc ang trffic sa imus, tpos c will sabi nya nawala na daw tiket namin, tang ina nung bakla na kausap nya binenta sa nakasalubong..poootaaaaahh..so para kming gago, wala kaming tiket..c jp nakakuha na sa gang green nya nakuha, eh may extra pa yung kakilala nya kso nd nya nakuha, tpos nung hinahanap ko na tae, nakapasok na daw..tpos nakasalubong namin ung senior ni zalin tpos nagatanong kng may tiket pa..meron daw txt na lang c will pero gen ad lang daw meron so last resort na namin yun, tpos c jp nagtxt magmit daw kmi sa gate kakausapin nya ko..un nga sabi nya punta daw kmi ng south gate try nya na ipasok kami..so nagpunta kmi sa south gate..ang taas ng level ko..akala ko totoo na..so sabi nya derecho kami ssa loob kc nd sya makakalabas..sabi ko may guard ano sasabihin namin pag tinanong kmi, so sabi ko ayaw kami papasukin...tpos lumabas sya, yun nga nakapasok kami sa gate cnabi nya na kasama nya kmi...poootahh ok na eh..feel ko na eh..kita ko na yung court, tang ina sabay, hinaharang kc kelangan nasa masters list ka, tpos hinahanapan ako ng id, sabi ko wla kahit meron, lekat ba sya, eh d napahamak pa c jp kng nagkataon na nkita nya id ko saka ni will na taga adamson!! so wala nd umubra khit kinausap nya na ung elder, so gen ad ang last resort namin, tpos ang usapan tatalon na lang sa baba, pag nandun na bahala na c jp samin gagawan na nya ng paraan..so pootah..pahirapan pagpasok ng gen ad..tang ina..sandamakmak na pawin at mantika lumabas sa katawan ko..ang tagal, hinaharang nd lahatan ang pagpapapasok..anak ng, boobs to boobs na to...etits to etits na rin.. talagang when the going gets tough, tough gets going...survival of the fittest!! ung 20php na tiket binenta ng 50 samin..so ok na kesa dun sa 100 na gen ad or dun sa upper a na 350 sa scalper!! sabi namin ni will nung nakuha na nmin, tara benta nating 400 tiket namin tpos kunin namin ung 350 eh d kumita pa kami..kaso nd na ok na, makapasok lang, nd pwedeng nd k mapanood ung game!!! grabe anong petsa na nd pa kmi nakakapasok , awarding na ng juniors asa labas pa kmi..nung makapasok kami nagtatalo kmi kng san pupuwesto, syempre feu sya lasalle ako, npagkasunduan namin na sa boundary na lang para iwas kuyog bawat isa samin..pero we ended up nasa crowd pa rin ng lasalle pero nd namn ganun kalayo sa feu..

eto na start na ng awarding, inang yan.. kinanya lahat ni santos awards pati ung mga special chuva...tpos mvp pa sya..tpos nung c yeo tinawag para sa mythical aba, binuboo..leche wlang mga modo..tpos start na nagparay muna tinawag mga players sa gitna ang cute tpos pinagkamay, if i know plastikan lang un..natawa ko..tpos game na syet..lamang feu, tae tlgang napappikit ako kapag nakakashoot feu..ang eto pa tang ina ang galing ni isip that day although alam ko magaling talga un kaya ko nga mahal..tang ina nd pwede, kelangan ng game three, kaso magaling sya, anak ng, pati c santos ang halimaw, tumatalon na lang nakakashoot pa...pra syang c superman na bgla na lng susulpot pag nd pumasok ung bola..tang ina, gusto ko cla lumpuhin...wag kayong dadaan sa kanto namin, tatambangan ko kayo..ina nyo...pero ok na ko nd ako naiayak at isang achievement un..ung mga klasmates ko lalo na c rachelle galit na galit..naiintindihan ko sya i know the feeling napagdaanan ko na yun...ang cute ng cheering ng lasalle, zobel, bnilde, saka dlsu pep was there, tpos may nakadikit sa shirt nila na keep the faith meron pa saharap nd ko lang naintindihan..after nun....

...itutuloy

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2005-10-04T20:30:00.000-07:00

waaaahhhh..mamaya na ang play namin sa ab psy..ngaun ay nasa lab kami..wala lng, nagpeprepare kunwari..kinakabahan cla..hahahah..pero kami wla lang ok lang..mema..basta sana lang po maging maayos ang lahat...buti na lang nasa props ako..pero wish ko lang nd kami pumalpak..tae noh..un na nga lang gagawin namin eh..ampoootaaaahh...basta sana lang um-ok ang lahat!

omg, tomorrow na ang game two...poootaaaahh..sana naman magka-game three...i wanna watch!!!waaaaahhh...galit na ko kay arwind...ampoooootang arwind yan...napipikon ako...sa mga tao na nag-gegeneralize..ulol ba sya..i was the one fighting for him pa naman..pinagtatanggol ko sya tpos maririnig ko pa ung mga ganun..(ung kwento ni lj regarding sa interview ni santos..)..duh, pwede ba...nd lahat ng la sallians ganun..ang mali po ng isa nd mali ng lahat!!!pooootaaaaahhhh..galit ako...waaahhh...c frizkon, inaasar ako, feu daw mananalo...leche!!nd na tayo bati arwind..galit na ko sayo!!

2005-10-01T04:36:00.000-07:00

waaaaaahhhh...may chuck na ko!!sa wakas!! bumili ko kanina sa sm manila..sakto sale sya!!hahha..wala yung green na gusto ko i end up buying orange..natutuwa ako..striking!!san ka pa..i walked up an down kanina sa sm kakahanap..sa loob ng dept store, sa toby's saka sa sports central buti na lang ang bait nung nasa sports unlimited sobrang pampered ako..kaya ayun..basta gusto ko rin ung purple eh, kso syempre isa lang ang afford ko..

i got sick..poooootah, anak ng ina...halos mamatay na naman ako..same old sickness that i have..grabe..parang ewan..basta i weird nasabi ko na lang bahala na c lord..hahahah..tpos parang ewan ang weird parang ung coping mechanism ko eh parang machine ng korea, ewan nagdedelirium na nga ko eh..

tpos syeeeeeeeettt..talo la salle nung game 1..tanggap ko naman eh, kc maganda naman tlga ung game nila tlagang never say die ang la salle kso they run short..kaso tang ina..nakakahiya yung ginawa nung asst. team manager..yung binatukan c santos..tang ina, kasalanan ba ni santos na magaling sya..pooootaaaah, kahiya hiya ang la salle..where have all the 5 c's, chimes, and values gone..anak ng..buti sana kng sya naglaro eh nd naman mas matatanggap ko pa kng ung mga player kso sya poootah, nagchicheer lang syang tulad namin...kala ko nga ok lang ung pangiti ngiti ni yeo un pala nag-aasaran na daw un..tae mas ok pa kng s yeo gumawa nun, pero syempre wag masususpend pootah, pano pa mnanalo la salle nun..basta i want game 3!!!lord please....alam kong malakas feu gusto ko lang makanood!!!!!